81 Chapter 81 : Ah, it was only sthats (1/2)

”That little fucker.” He whispered a curse but Xiulan was still able to hear it. ”Don't think about whatever that bastard Pierre said. My relationship with that woman was long gone and non-existent now. I think you already have an idea who that woman was, right?” Hongqi contemptuously sighed and glanced at his wife. He tried to read her poker face expression again. If only he could read someone's mind, he wanted to read hers. As possible he doesn't want to offend Xiulan more.

”Yes, but I really don't care. I don't want to pry on your past. I know the topic about her is very personal. You should teach your good friend Pierre to stop spilling the past and the secret of our marriage in public. The press might find out about it.” Xiulan easily segue the the topic about Zhao Lingyu to the secrets of their marriage.

She really doesn't want to talk about that woman. She's already irritated and emotional just remembering Han Pierre's rude mouth. She doesn't want to add Zhao Lingyu in her foul mood.

Hongqi was relieved that Xiulan didn't want to talk about Lingyu. For him, that crazy woman shouldn't be mentioned anymore. She doesn't deserve to be remembered as his first love or as his past lover or even the woman he was so crazy in love with.

His history with that woman was full of bitterness and full of bad choices in his younger days. He already moved on but there are times that he always have dreams about her. It's not that he misses her, but it's more like a nightmare. A nightmare that inside his dream, he still loves her. It was very disgusting for him.

He already talked about this dream to his psychiatrist. The psychiatrist only told him that he may be subconsciously longing for her because he really does love or miss her, or he's full of hate towards that woman.

For him, neither of the suggestions. He guessed that he wanted closure between them, adding a period in their past affair that they no longer need to be involved with each other. After all, he promised to himself before that he will wait for her to come back. But that promise was long forgotten already. He didn't even want to even remember it. His young self was very stupid in love.

”I apologize again. That blabbermouth is like an old auntie who likes to gossip a lot. I'll teach him a lesson, I promise.” Hongqi promised for the nth time. He approached her again and slid his hands on her shoulders. He cuddled her and wiped the teary eyes. Though her tears didn't fall or waterfall-like but it was obvious that she was about to cry.

”Why are you crying? Are you jealous?” He can't help but asked. He wanted to tease her a little bit. Find authorized novels in Webnovel，faster updates, better experience，Please click for visiting.

”No, these are frustrated tears.” Xiulan said. It was true, those are frustrated tears. She can't fully release her anger that's why she's teary. It's always been a problem for her. She can't seem to handle her tears whenever she's utterly frustrated.

Hongqi only chuckled and tightened his embrace on her. He knew that she was not jealous, impossible for her to have that emotion towards him. He only patted her back and kissed her forehead and cheeks.

”Let's eat so you won't be frustrated anymore.” He whispered and pulled her outside so they can eat their dinner.