C210 (2/2)

”You suspect me?”

I looked up at him in disbelief. He actually suspected that I was giving my child to someone else on purpose!

He didn't speak. He didn't even look at me.

I know the answer.

”Heh …”

I sneered, I loved him for two years in vain!

I thought he knew me best!

I thought that no matter how deep the misunderstanding between us, at least on the bottom line, he would believe me!

But I was wrong.

I was too naive!

A person like him, having experienced all the injustices in the world since childhood, how could he believe that true love between people was beautiful!

I am not surprised by his conjecture!

”Do you think that because I hate you and don't want to have anything to do with you, I gave my child to someone else?!”

I was weak and weak, but I forced myself to stand up and face him.

”Yes, I admit it. I want to stay far away from you and not have anything to do with you anymore! Because I know that as long as I stay away from you, you won't break away from me and my child! ”

I looked at him. I thought I must look ugly.

”So, I planned everything, I took the child and ran! Because I want to find a quiet place where you can't find us, so that you can completely give up on the idea of breaking up us! But I was wrong! ”

I felt my voice tremble.

”He is my own son! No mother would not love her son! No matter how much I hate you, I will never be able to deal with you through the method of having children! If I really want to give him to someone else, why did I have to give birth to him! ”

After saying all this, I felt that I had used up all of my strength. I staggered a few steps, and just when I thought I was about to fall, the edge of the bed behind me propped me up.

It allowed me to stand up.

”If there was even the slightest thought of abandoning my child, I wouldn't even be standing here begging you!”

He looked at me, but didn't say anything.

In the end he left me alone in this room without saying a word.

I know it's all over.

God is powerful like him, he can't even find a child, what can I do?!

The scariest thing in the world is being untraceable!

The child disappeared into the crowd, and I didn't even have a clue!

Gone!

My children are gone, all my hard work for so long is gone! It was all in vain!

I finally couldn't hold on anymore and fell heavily onto my bed. I looked at the dim yellow light above my head and my eyes filled with tears.

Everything is gone...

It's the end of my life...

I closed my eyes.

I didn't take the curtains away, and the lights in the room were still on. I couldn't tell if it was day or night.

I had no wine, no way, no way, no way. I was paralyzed, nothing but the medicine I used to clean my wounds every day.

For me, day and night were now no different.

If a person who had lost all hope were to live in this world like a zombie, it would be no different from death.

From that day onwards, Jiang Yu never came to my room again.

Perhaps before this, there would still be some small hopes, hoping that he would suddenly find me and tell me that my child had found the news. However, as time passed, all the hopes were slowly erased bit by bit.

I no longer had the heart to do anything, not even die.