C211 (1/2)

I don't know how long this has been going on for, but the hopelessness of waiting like this every day makes me so desperate that I'd rather die.

I searched the house, but I couldn't find the right tools.

At noon, someone brought me food.

I set the food aside and threw the plate on the ground. The plate was broken into pieces and the person outside the door barged in when he heard the sound.

They asked me what was wrong, and I said I had accidentally knocked over the food.

A few people came and helped me clean up the house. As if nothing had happened, I lay back down on the bed. As for my hand, it was hidden under the blanket.

The men looked at me and backed away, their faces showing disgust.

I lowered my head and pretended not to see it.

I waited until they were out of the room before I got out of bed.

I went into the bathroom. It was smaller, but there was a bathtub.

I looked at my disheveled face and bloodshot eyes in the mirror. It was as though I was a terrifying ghost girl that had crawled out of hell.

My face was extremely pale. The me in the mirror was so ugly …

But it didn't matter …

Soon, it will all be over.

Silently, I picked up the piece of wallpaper I had hidden in my hand.

I hid it when those people weren't paying attention.

It was just in time.

I filled the tub with water and washed myself clean.

I was born with a lot of face, I don't want to die so ugly.

I sank slowly into the tub. The sound of the water was very quiet, and the feeling of suffocation in the water slowly enveloped me.

I burst out of the water, breathing in the fresh air in great gulps.

I placed the sharp piece on my right wrist.

With a light stroke, a deep pain assaulted me. But very quickly, the pain turned numb again.

He was completely numb to the point of silence.

There were still scars on my palm from a few years ago. Those scars reminded me of many things from the past.

I think this is the last sign of death.

I lowered my head and saw that the red color in the water was gradually spreading. It was like a flower blooming in the water, unceasingly blooming. The blooming had a tinge of sadness and beauty.

It's time to end this...

I closed my eyes.

Dong dong dong …

”Time to eat.”

”Time to eat!”

”What's going on …?” Still not opening the door? ”

”Time to eat …”

”Wait a minute, nothing will happen inside!” Yesterday, I noticed that there seems to be no activity inside. ”

”Ah! — a man has died! ”Help!”

”Am I dead …”

When I opened my eyes, all I could see was a vast expanse of white.

It was so white that it was dazzling.

I got up from the ground. The endless whiteness was a little scary, and I was scared.

”Is anyone there? Is there anyone here? ”

I called out as I walked, and that was the only way to lessen the fear in my heart a little.

But no one answered me.

”Qianqian …” Why can't you think about it! ”

He looked at the unconscious woman lying on the bed with a sad expression on her face.