C173 (2/2)

”I know, it's ugly with a scar on your hand and your wedding dress …” ”You can leave first. I want to stay calm by myself.”

But he held on to me.

”You always look good.”

His voice was very gentle, like a bottomless spring. If one wasn't careful, they would drown in it.

”It's not that I don't want to marry you, I'm just afraid that you'll regret it when the time comes. I don't want you to have any regrets about this one wedding in your life. ”

I didn't say much and just laid in his arms quietly.

His wedding is postponed to next month. Before that, I didn't tell Zhou Zijin and Ming Yu about this matter, and of course, Lin Mu wouldn't know about it.

I didn't really want to hide it from them, but I felt that there were some things that would be interfered with if too many people knew about it.

In the days that followed, life seemed to return to its usual tranquility. Regarding the matter of marriage, we all tacitly put it aside.

As the days passed by, the wounds on my hands also mostly healed.

It was time to continue with my plan.

Jiang Yu is very happy, he can start planning the marriage between him and me again.

I watched him work, but I didn't feel much.

I don't know why, but I have a bad feeling about this.

There was a long period of time before, I was relying on traditional Chinese medicine to recuperate my body, but there was no effect.

What to do or what to do, so I stopped taking the medicine for a while.

But strangely, this month my leave did not come.

I calculated that it had been two months since I stopped using the drug. I thought it was due to the drug, but I still hadn't come this month …

After all, Jiang Yu and I have never specially made those so-called security measures.

As the doctor had previously said, the possibility of my body getting pregnant was too small, so I didn't care too much about it …

However, even though the chances were small, it didn't mean that it was impossible …

I admit that for the first time I was afraid.

I was so desperate to get away from him, to get away from the beautiful environment he had created for me, but if I really had a child with him, then I …

I don't want to be tied down, so I can't keep this child, whether I have it or not!

I took a deep breath and made up my mind.

To avoid his suspicion, I didn't go to the hospital for tests, nor did I go to the drugstore for a test paper.

I got Zhou Zijin to arrange an appointment with an old Chinese medical doctor. It would be better to say that it is to recuperate my body, but in reality, I want him to give me a pulse examination.

They had to come up with a solution sooner rather than later.

That day, I didn't go to work, and instead told Jiang Yu to look for a doctor to prescribe some medicine to nourish his body. Jiang Yu didn't think too much about it, so I went to the address that Zhou Zijin had given me.

The old Chinese doctor checked my pulse, but he kept wrinkling his brow.

”Doctor... What's wrong? Is there something wrong with my body? ”