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I looked at the doctor's expression and felt a little worried myself.

My physical fitness has never been that good. In addition to those few years when I was too sad and drank too much, my physical condition became even worse due to the alcohol.

He had never experienced any major ailments, but he suffered from minor ailments all the time.

If it wasn't a pregnancy this time, it had to be something wrong with my body.

”Doctor, what's wrong with me?”

”From the pulse, your pulse looks weak and weak, but it has the appearance of a slippery bead. Thus, you can conclude that this is a happy meridian, but …”

Hearing the old Chinese doctor's answer, my heart suddenly became very complicated. I couldn't tell if I was happy or sad, or if my emotions were mixed together.

”But what?” Naturally, I also heard the latter half of the old Chinese medicine's words.

”Because your body is lacking in vital energy and blood, and you're at too much of a profit and loss. If this child wants to protect you, it probably won't be that easy …” Even if someone else insisted on staying, it would still be a born baby. ”

The words of an old Chinese doctor were like a bolt out of the blue.

This is my first child, but I can't keep it!

”Is there... ”There's another way …” I can feel myself, when I say this, my throat is so dry, weak.

I admit that the first thought that flashed through my mind when I felt I might be pregnant was to remove it, but when I found out that he really was inside me, I couldn't bring myself to do it.

Previously, when I went to the examination, the doctor told me that with my current body, the chances of getting pregnant are very slim, so this child doesn't know whether it's a gift from heaven or a punishment from heaven.

But now I know that because of me, this child is very likely to be born lacking in talent, or in my belly, he will miscarry naturally …

The thought that this child had taken root in my belly at some point, but I was likely to lose him forever without being able to distinguish his gender, an indescribable feeling spread through my heart.

Perhaps I am a person destined for a weak kinship, so I always pretend not to care about the outside world, in fact, no one knows that I desire more kinship and love than anyone else.

”I'll give you a prescription to make up for your sins. Eat according to it, then come find me if you have any questions. Although it won't be much use, it will at least help you stabilize the child in your stomach.”

The old Chinese doctor sighed and shook his head. Perhaps it was because he had been a doctor for so many years, but such a situation was not common to him, so he could only feel regret.

I left the home of the old Chinese doctor and slowly returned to my own house.

With a pile of tonic in my hand, I put it on the tea table and lay down on the sofa by myself, rubbing my stomach.

I don't know when this child came. I only know that if I don't try, I might lose it.

I asked the doctor before I left. The child was only about a month and a half old, and he could still be hidden.

At least, during the period between my marriage and his, he wouldn't have noticed as long as I didn't tell him.

That night, when Jiang Yu returned from the company, he saw Yue Yang frowning the moment he entered the door. He had never liked the smell of Chinese herbal medicine, and felt that it was extremely unpleasant.

”What's wrong? What are you doing?” Sick? ”

I sat on the couch and flipped through the newspaper. He put his briefcase down on the couch beside me and sat down next to me.

”No, my body hasn't been well recently. I went to find an old Chinese medical doctor to mix some medicine to nourish my body.” As he had been drinking medicine the entire time as well, he wouldn't doubt Zhang Xuan even if he had to explain the situation to him.

”So it's like that …” ”Don't just randomly eat the medicine. Even though you said that you had a hard time …”

Maybe he was smart, but he probably didn't have much experience in that area.

So I'm not worried.