C168 (1/2)
When I woke up again, I was already in my own soft and comfortable bed. Last night's experience was like a nightmare, but that dream was so real …
I tried to use my hands to rub my eyes, but I found that every movement of my arm was filled with excruciating pain. Not just my arm, but my entire body was in excruciating pain …
I tried to sit up in bed, but the pain in my foot made me cry out.
Jiang Yu heard my voice and immediately ran into the room. He looked extremely funny right now.
She was wearing a cartoon apron and had a spatula in her hand. She looked at me anxiously.
”Qianqian, you're awake? Don't move! ”
He took off his apron and homemade apron and put them aside as he spoke.
He sat down on the edge of the bed and helped me adjust.
”What are you doing?” I wondered if he was supposed to be at the company, which was in need of manpower, since it wasn't supposed to be a double holiday.
”I'll cook for you. Look at how you've changed, I'm going to take care of your food myself.”
He spoke with a hint of heartache.
”Where the hell did you go last night! Do you know how anxious I am! I've photographed so many people out looking for you, but there's no news at all! ”The person who went with you said that he would call you at noon and come back, but the person I sent to find you only saw your car …”
”Also, how did you get so many wounds on your body!? What happened to you!? ”
He was like a cannonball, chattering non-stop in his mouth.
But I haven't eaten anything for a whole day and night.
All over me, except for hunger and hunger, I was in no mood to listen to anything he said.
”Can I eat first …”
He glanced at me, then nodded. Not long after he left the room, he came in with a large plate of food I liked to eat.
I gobbled up everything he made before settling back contentedly on the bed.
”Do you know what you look like now?” After my narrow escape from death, I began to attach special importance to everything.
Perhaps it's because my heart is extremely insecure, whoever it is that can save me at a critical moment will become my lifeline.
”Monk Tang.” He didn't say anything, but I could see the anticipation in his eyes.
In fact, in their relationship, Jiang Yu was just a little boy who longed to be loved.
If nothing had happened between us, perhaps I would have fallen in love with him slowly, wholeheartedly, giving him what he wanted.
However …
There was one kind of great sadness that even the people beside the pillow could not believe.
I am now.
I had never been able to forgive him for what he had done to me. She had treated me like a pawn from the very beginning.
I am a living man, and I have a heart, and I can feel all the good he does me.
But what happened to me when I was young made me afraid of being abandoned, afraid of being loved.
In my world, it's either one hundred percent love or one hundred percent hate.
I am unable to do the former for Jiang Yu, so I can only hate him.
All the good he did to me, I'd think he was up to something else.