C167 (1/2)

”Even if you know now, you can hate me for everything!” Lin Mu suddenly held my hand.

”I'm sorry!” I did betray your deceit. You were married to another woman because I didn't keep my promise! You can hate me! ”

After knowing the truth of the matter, I didn't resist Lin Mu that much. So it turns out that everything he did was for me!

I was useless, I couldn't help him from the beginning!

It wasn't his fault at all! It's me, it's me that doesn't have the ability, otherwise he wouldn't have made such a helpless choice!

Thinking about this, I could no longer suppress my emotions.

”What should I do …” What do you want me to do! ”What else can I do …”

I lowered my head and huge tears fell into the melon milk in front of me. I didn't know what I was thinking, but I actually picked up the milk and took a sip.

The scent of melons combined with the mellow aroma of milk was my favorite taste, not bad at all, but when I ate it there was only bitterness in my mouth.

In addition to suffering, there was also suffering.

How had he endured all these years? What had supported him to this day, step by step, except by virtue of his love for me?

And I, I don't know anything, and I'm desperately slandering him for hurting him!

I loved him so much, but I was the first to betray him.

Not just my body, but my whole heart.

I can't face him. I feel sorry for his affection.

”Xiao Ye, like I said, I won't force you, I only hope that you can be happy. After all these years, I have always accompanied you by your side.

”Don't say anymore, don't say anymore!” I cover my ears.

”Why are you so good to me! Why do you love me so much! I am not worthy! ”

All of a sudden, my emotions seemed to have reached a critical point. I lay on the table and cried. I couldn't forgive myself.

”There's only one you in this world, and I've met many people, but I can't forget you. ”No matter how much we've experienced, well, now that we know, it's all a misunderstanding. We still have a chance to return to the past.”

The man in front of me has finally overlapped with the person in my memory who doted on me. Five years, I can really change a lot of things, but many things haven't changed.

For example, my favorite crab yolk bun, a snack street in University City that I often went to with him, my sister, my favorite honey melon milk tastes exactly the same as it did five years ago.

Like she said, maybe he could really go back to five years ago, the day he doted on me and loved me to the bone, but the only one he could go back to was him, not me.

”Ah Mu …” I looked at his gentle face and I knew how cruel the words I was about to say would be, but that was the truth and I didn't want to lie to him again.

”We can't go back.”

We can't go back. Five years ago, we held hands and walked around the university campus. The days we squeezed into the rented apartment were almost empty, but we couldn't even go back to the day when we could cook eggs in the setting sun.

Maybe Lin Mu was still the Lin Mu of five years ago, but he was no longer that Ye Qianya.

”As long as you want, we can definitely go back! Xiao Ye, there are no misunderstandings or problems between the two of us now, is there not?! ”

He looked at me, and I knew his eyes were longing for me to nod and tell him I wanted to go back with him.

But I can't.