C67 (2/2)
I wanted to tell him, no, I wanted to tell him, I'm really worried about you... But when I faced him, I couldn't say anything.
”Qianqian, I always thought I had all of you … But maybe to you, that was your real home... I will be your lover, but I will never be your relative … ”
As Jiang Yu spoke, his tone was a little frivolous.
But when I saw him now, all I felt was pain in my heart.
That's right, it was his heart aching.
I don't know why, but I walked up to him and hugged him.
I didn't say anything, just shivered a little when my hand touched his hand, red from the cold.
”The wind is strong outside, come with me.” Without any resistance, I let him take my hand in his cold one, and followed him into the car.
Instead of asking where he was going, I followed him aimlessly.
I don't know why, but from the moment he appeared, all the loneliness in my heart disappeared.
As long as I'm with him, even if there's only the two of us in the world, I won't be alone.
But the two of us sat in the car, and I looked at his profile, and he looked ahead, and neither of us spoke, and for a moment the atmosphere was awkward.
”Today is New Year's Eve …”
I was the first to break the silence, looking at his handsome, angular profile.
”I know.”
His voice was very faint.
”Why didn't you celebrate the new year with your family?” Jiang Yu is different from me, the so called ”family” and I have long lost contact with them, to me, they are just a bunch of people who are related by blood, but they are just irresponsible passersby.
”I was with you last year.” Jiang Yu paused as he spoke.
'I, like you, have no family.'
Jiang Yu never told me anything about his family, especially his relatives.
”I, Jiang Yu, have been alone since birth, drifting for more than twenty years. Even now, I am only a single person.”
As he spoke, he smiled, but those smiles were actually mocking him.
Looking at him, I feel so sorry for him. In fact, like me, he and I are insecure.
And he's always wanted warmth from someone like me, who's as cold as he is.
I wonder if I've been too casual and cruel with him all this time...
Looking at his perfect lips, I don't know why, but I felt a sudden impulse.
I kissed him hard on the lips. His lips were still cold, but at that moment they had a deadly attraction for me.
My hand moved restlessly over his body, unbuttoning a few buttons on his shirt. At the same time, my tongue slowly slid across his exposed skin.
My hand went down and touched his belt.
Jiang Yu pressed on my hand, stopping me from continuing.
I looked up at him, and there was a clear tinge of lust in his eyes.
”Do you think I'm pitiful? ”Are you giving me charity?”
Hearing his patient voice made me want to have him in the car all the more.
I covered his desire with my hand and kissed him as I unzipped his pants.
”Jiang Yu, listen carefully. I have let you down with all that happened in the past … But I already have no thoughts of giving it to you … Do you understand what I'm saying? ”