C68 (1/2)

I said it so tactfully that I didn't even know if he understood.

But with him, I can never be too clear.

Because I'm too proud.

Pride makes it impossible for me to bow my head to a man out of affection.

After spending so much time with me, I think he understood.

Therefore, he didn't say anything. In the next second, he pushed me onto the passenger seat, just as I had previously thought …

After a while of rain, Jiang Yu cleaned up my lower body and sat on the driver's seat to smoke.

I sat up in the passenger seat and sat in his arms.

”Qianqian …” He put his arm around my waist and said my name over and over.

I felt the tip of his nose gently brush against my hair, making my heart pound.

”Tell me, do you love me?”

His voice was soft, but urgent, eager to prove something to me.

But I didn't answer him.

Even though I already answered in my heart.

”As long as we can be together, what does it matter whether we love each other or not?”

I always believed that loving someone was giving that person the right to harm you. Once you said the word love, that word would become a sharp sword that could make you wish you were dead any day.

He lifted my chin and looked me in the eye. ”Why is it so hard for you to admit that you love me?”

I avoided his eyes.

”I …”

”Actually, you don't need to explain. All I want is a definite answer … If you can't answer me, I won't force you. ”

As he spoke, I felt a twinge of guilt.

It's not that I don't want to admit it, but that I have my own principles.

No matter how much I like him, I won't make an exception for him.

Ye Qianya was the Ye Qianya that stood out from the masses because she knew more than anyone else who she was, and what exactly it was that she wanted.

I didn't speak for a long time, and neither did he.

There was a terrible silence between us.

”You're not, you've always wanted to know who I really am?” After a while, he opened the window and the wind and snow blew in. I could barely hear what he was saying.

”Since you want to know so badly, I'll tell you.” He didn't wait for me to answer.

”I am an illegitimate child who cannot see the light of day.”

When he said this, it was as light as a feather, like the sound of a snowstorm falling outside the window. However, it was clearly light and weightless, and he intended to slap himself in the face with a heavy, cold slap.

”I am the son of my father's mistress who was raised outside. My grandmother can't bear to have me stay outside and have my father bring me back. However, I am still the one with the least status at home. Because I am the son of my father, Xiao San. ”

Saying that, Jiang Yu laughed, laughed very casually.

But I could see it in his smile.

I didn't know how to comfort him, so I just held him tight.

”But I never felt anything was wrong with my mother. If you have to say her fault, then the only mistake was to give birth to me. ”