C83 (1/2)

Slowly I opened my eyes, and two drops of tears fell from the corners of my eyes.

He couldn't be sad for no reason. I'm not grieving for myself, I'm grieving for someone else. Her nickname was Er Nengdan, her real name was Jin Yunshan.

He showed me once again that good people have no good end.

At the same time, I felt angry. For Jin Shile.

He taught me once again that people can do anything to achieve their goals.

Humans were everywhere in the world, there were no good and no bad things.

Are there more good people or more bad people?

I mean a good person like Er Nengdan. I mean bad guys like Jin Shile.

Actually, the people who weren't considered good or bad were the most.

Too many people. Who didn't have a few Imp's Mind's Eye hidden? Who doesn't have a selfish complex? Who didn't have a demon in their heart? If only the world were crazy without the constraints of the law!

I lay on the bed, motionless, tears streaming down my face.

People laughed and cried, and felt that they were born with it. Were they destined to walk the world just to have a taste of the sweet and bitter?

Nothing is for no reason.

Who exactly was controlling all of this?

A creaking sound was heard. The small window above the metal door was opened. The person who delivered the food had arrived. His eyes were on me. The look in my eyes both made me feel familiar and at the same time made me feel hot. I can't help but be envious. A person who possessed such a passionate gaze must be filled with love for life.

This is a world that I find very pessimistic. How optimistic must the person who loves it be?

In fact, I think the most optimistic person is the cook. Because they were always in the mood to study all kinds of delicious food.

”Want to eat?” someone asked from outside.

”Why are you eating?” I asked.

The person outside smiled bitterly and said, ”You have asked this question many times already. You ask every time I bring you a meal. I've answered you many times. I'm sick of it. Can you change the question? ”

”No way!”

”Alright! Eating is for survival! ”

”Why do people have to live?”

The bitter smile on the faces of the people outside intensified as they said, ”You've asked this question many times!”

”There's always a reason to ask!”

”What is the reason for your question?”

I didn't say anything.

He thought for a moment and then, with an ”oh” in his mouth and his eyes wide open, said: ”I see! The reason why you ask this question again and again is because you want to know the meaning of human life. You're wondering whether to let all humanity go extinct, aren't you? ”

I still didn't say anything.

His eyes dimmed, he shook his head and sighed. ”I'm afraid my answer still won't move you! I said the same thing. People live, for friends, for family, for love, for career, for the old people above, for the children below, for the house, for the car, and so on! There were too many reasons for a person to survive! Many people did not want to die. Otherwise, how could there be so many hospitals in the world?

The hospital was full of people every day. The hospital was considered the most expensive place for commoners to spend money.

To be alive, just how much do they desire?! ”

”But I have nothing!” ”No,” I said.

”You have food to eat now! You'll still have a gun to eat in the future! Are you eating or not? F * ck, go back to your bullshit! Always complaining! If you don't live a good life, who will you blame! ” The people outside were thoroughly impatient.

”I'll eat!”

If you can eat to your heart's content, then don't let yourself get hungry. If he didn't even have this much awareness, then what was the point of pondering about life? It took me days to figure this out. It was a small realization!

This world was too bitter. As a person, he should try his best not to have a difficult time with others. If he could get along with them a little, he should get along with them a little. For example: Love a person too hurt, then do not love again. Use unending love and love yourself.

”Jin Shi, is there anything else?” someone asked from outside.

”How are the family?” I walked over and sat cross-legged on the floor. I picked up the plastic bowl of rice and held the chopsticks in my hands.

”There's nothing to worry about!” I can't hold those two anymore! ” There was a look of worry on the faces of the people outside.

”Which two?” I asked, shoving the brown rice into my mouth.

”One is Zhao Xinxin, the other is Jin Yuxia. As you know, those two things aren't human at all. They were all fake. They came from a wormhole in the universe! ”The reason I came to Earth, was to monitor you!” said the man outside.

”But I'm already living in the prison. How are they going to deal with me at home?” I asked, chewing more rice into my mouth.

”Ai!” The people outside sighed sadly. The bitterness on their faces became even more serious. Their pitch-black, thick, bean-like eyebrows creased into a octagonal shape. The person who delivered the food was not good-looking, he was not as good-looking as Yang Dabao originally looked. But no matter how Yang Dabao changed into someone else's appearance, his eyes could not change at all.

”What's going on?”

”Sigh!” I feel more and more that I am no longer of use! ” the man said weakly.