237 Heart Hurts Too Much to Even Breathe 1 (2/2)

The doctor entered the ward and told Jin Qingyan in a hushed tone, ”Mr. Jin, please come with me.”

He followed the doctor out and went to his office.

The doctor looked at him and said, ”Just now, the hospital director told me that there are paparazzi lurking around near the hospital. The director suggests that Ms. An can go back in an ambulance and recuperate at home. The doctor will visit every day to give her an IV drip and that will do. What do you think…?”

Jin Qingyan agreed. ”I have the same thought.”

”Don't worry, Mr. Jin. Our doctors and nurses will keep this fully confidential.”

”Umm.”

After some thought, Jin Qingyan still brought An Xiaoning to her home at Dongpo Road.

He hoped that she would wake up soon, and he stayed by her bedside throughout, without leaving for a single moment.

But contrary to what they had hoped for, An Xiaoning still did not wake up.

The next morning, the first thing Jin Qingyan did when he woke up was to look at her.

He realized that her eyes were wide open and staring at the window, and they had reddened.

Unsure if it was her or the young girl, he called her lightly, ”Xiaoning…”

She retracted her gaze slowly, looking at him, but did not say a word.

In that moment, Jin Qingyan knew that it was her. It was his Xiaoning.

He reached out and pulled her into his arms. ”You're finally back, I was afraid you wouldn't come back anymore.”

Tears brimmed down An Xiaoning's face profusely. She closed her eyes and choked on her tears. It was like pain was being released from her body, every inch of it from her bones.

From the moment her body was stolen away, she was like an empty shadow looking at the young girl who stole it away.

That state she was in was not her.

And she was unable to be recognized by anyone.

In reality, she had worried too much.

With an obvious abnormality like that, they would not have been unable to recognize it.

When the child was lost, she was the most devastated of all.

Heaven knew how much she wanted to keep this child.

Heaven knew it for sure…

But, she was still unable to keep it.

She would not be able to have any more children in her life, would she?

At the thought of this, An Xiaoning could not help but be overwhelmed by sorrow. She no longer had the courage to get pregnant again, she no longer did…

Jin Qingyan looked at her with his head down. She was sobbing silently.

He reached out and wiped away the tears on her face, comforting her, ”It's alright, what matters is that you're back. Nothing else is more important than you.”

An Xiaoning broke free from his arms and sat upright, looking at Jin Qingyan. ”All this while, thank you for taking care of me so well. Also, thank you for helping me to choose the script from Jing Tian and making Long Tianze the male lead. As for the money for the investment, I'll take care of it. It's a small production, I can afford it.”

”You…” He was stupefied. ”You knew all of these?”

”I saw all of it.” She looked down. ”Since the child is gone, there's nothing I can do about it either. It's my fate, Jin Qingyan…”

”Umm?”

”I know you're good to me. I'm not a piece of rock, I can feel it. I can't blame you for many things too.” She was driven by the urge to cry as she let out a sob. ”But, can you please not put me in a bind because of you anymore? Don't continue doing this already, stop making me feel the pain of losing a child time and again!”

She bent down and crawled into the blanket, holding it close to her face. Cries from deep within her soul were let out.