238 Heart Hurts Too Much to Even Breathe 2 (1/2)

Jin Qingyan watched her like that in pain, and in that moment, he could not utter a single word.

Mei Yangyang, who was outside the door, vaguely heard An Xiaoning's voice from outside and ran up agitatedly. But upon hearing An Xiaoning's words from the doorway, she turned to leave again.

She immediately went to prepare breakfast.

Just when she was placing the breakfast down on the tray and was about to serve it, she saw Jin Qingyan come down from upstairs with a grim face and walk out of the door.

Mei Yangyang did not dare to stop him to ask what the situation was like.

Carrying the tray upstairs, she pushed the bedroom door open and left the tray on the bedside table. ”Sis, I've prepared breakfast for you. Hurry and eat some while it's still hot. You should wash up first.”

An Xiaoning lifted the covers, slowly putting on her shoes before heading to the bathroom.

After washing up, she came out of the bathroom and sat by the side of the bed, asking as she ate, ”Yangyang, you have been worrying a lot about me these days right?”

”Umm. I was afraid something would happen to you, Sis. Yesterday, Jing Tian came.”

”Umm. I was there beside all of you when you were discussing the script.”

Mei Yangyang's eyes widened. ”Really?”

”Really.”

”Master Jin said he will invest.”

”No need, I'll invest it myself,” she said while eating. ”This whole thing was planned by me, I should be responsible for it. Getting possessed by that young girl was an accident. On the night of my birthday, it was the Ghost Festival. Moreover, my body has always lacked 'Yin' energy and the pregnancy had made my body even weaker, giving her an opportunity to take advantage of me.”

”That young girl was really too maddening. She smashed Master Jin's head and went to the nightclub to play by herself, but she was captured again by Master Jin himself.”

”I know.”

”Sis… just now, why did Master Jin leave?” Mei Yangyang cautiously sounded her out. ”Did you chase him away? Sis, you haven't forgiven Master Jin?”

”Yangyang.” An Xiaoning stared straight into her eyes. ”The incident of making a choice between me and his sister has passed. Everyone is selfish, I'm not being persistent about it. Jin Qingyan is the only son; even if he's willing to believe in miracles with me, will his family agree? He's the only son, and Jin Qingyue has also married. There's no excuse if he doesn't have children. Then, don't you think I'll blame myself for it? Even if it's not because of me, I'll be responsible for the result. If you want to talk about surrogacy, then forget it. I'd rather not have any children than make another woman suffer for me.”

”But, Sis, I just feel that it's such a pity. Don't tell me that because of this, you'll give him up?”

”If we're fated, then what's meant to be will happen, I won't force it. Let's just let nature take its course. Now, some things are not truly smoothed out and they may ignite a bomb explosion in the future.” An Xiaoning picked up the glass of milk and drank a few sips. ”Must a woman be able to live only with a man? Will we die without men? I wasn't clear-minded for both my marriages. Because I lacked love, I was led to this result continuously. I don't want to get married anymore; being alone is pretty good as well.”

”Umm. No matter what you choose, Sis, I'll support you.” Mei Yangyang flashed her a broad grin. ”Get well soon, and recover your endless energy. This is what I want to see most.”

An Xiaoning pressed down her lips into a smile. ”Jin Qingyan actually did something good too, by getting Long Tianze on-board. It's great. When the both of you start filming, Yangyang — you need to take more initiative and develop your relationship with him. As long as both of you have a solid relationship, his mother wouldn't be able to do anything about it.”

Mei Yangyang acknowledged her. ”I don't intend on conceding. It's her son who's chasing me. Since I've already agreed, I won't give up easily.”

”Yes, good luck!”

—

Jin Qingyan was on the road, driving home. On the way, he started rattling away to himself.

”Do you think I would give up? Haha, An Xiaoning, you really underestimate my determination.”

”You brat, who stayed by your side all day and didn't go to the company for you? Heartless.”

”When you've recovered fully, I'll punish you properly.”

”An Xiaoning, you brat.”

”…”

Jin Qingyan returned to Wei Ni Estate and checked on the renovation of the new house. Everything was going according to plan.