Chapter 85 (1/2)
Li Shuo watched Zhao Jinxin for five seconds, then shook his head with a smile: ”Jinxin, you know I can't refuse you now...”
”That's why I say it now.”
”It's just that feelings are feelings...”
”Thanks is thanks, I know.” Zhao Jinxin chuckled, ”well, we still have a good understanding.”
Li Shuo chuckled, but his eyes were painful: ”I don't want to cheat you. Even if you are lying on the hospital bed because of me, I can't cheat you. I believe you like me, but what I worry about is that after that, I've been completely confident and courageous twice, and you've broken me up. If it's you, I'm afraid there will be a third time. ”
”Yes.” Zhao Jinxin took Li Shuo's hand and said, ”I know that if you give me another chance, you will take a huge risk. But only if you give me this chance, can I prove that your adventure is worth it.” He smiled. ”As you said, I'm an asshole. I've tried my best to force you to accept me. It's not as effective as this moment. I won't let it go.”
Lishuo nodded and said helplessly, ”this is you indeed.”
Zhao Jinxin grabs Li Shuo's hand and reaches to his lips to kiss: ”don't say one hand, I'd like to lie in ICU just for this opportunity.”
”Don't say that.” Lisho flicked his forehead.
Zhao Jinxin hugs Li Shuo, grinds his shoulder under his chin, smiles and closes his eyes: ”but what I said is true.” It's the stupidest thing he's ever done in his life to be able to hold lishuo back in his arms. He's willing to pay more than he thinks. But he can't correct his past mistakes. He must seize the future of this man.
Li Shuo stroked Zhao Jinxin's back, feeling as calm as a lake for a moment. He didn't know how to describe it. It was as if he was relieved that he had no choice. It was as if he was glad that the so-called ”no choice” choice complied with the deepest and deepest heart he dared not face directly.
In a word, he can't resist his liking for Zhao Jinxin. Compared with Zhao Jinxin's torment, his own rational and emotional struggle makes him physically and mentally exhausted. It is the self-protection mechanism in his nature that confronts his desire - hope. The two sides fight in full swing, turning his heart into a burning battlefield.
Now he doesn't have to go through this anymore. As Chang Wenyou said, Zhao Jinxin must be his destiny. It is up to them to teach Zhao Jinxin a long, heavy and deep lesson, raise the cost of his mistakes, and then trap him in the net of tenderness and love.
Li Shuo said softly, ”three agreements.”
”Thirty.”
”First, no cohabitation, second, no interference in making friends, third, no surveillance.”
Zhao Jinxin said with a smile, ”yes.”
”Will you be good this time?”
”Yes, I will be Uncle Li 's darling.”
Li Shuo snorted: ”you are still a” good baby ”, such a big man, such a big man, don't blush?”
”I look good and don't blush.”
Li Shuo pinched his face, then straightened his face and said: ”Jinxin, you should always remember that no matter what kind of kindness I owe you, I am willing to use the same thing to repay it, but I don't owe you affection, I also don't repay it. I promise you because I like you, I want to give us the last chance, absolutely, the last time.”
”I understand.” Zhao Jinxin's eyes flashed with warm flames. He could not help holding down the back of lishuo's head, kissed him heavily and said sincerely, ”thank you.”
Li Shuo smiled softly.
”By the way, you took care of me the night before yesterday?”
”You say so.”
”I know it's you.” Zhao Jinxin said, ”as soon as I wake up, you will be gone, and I will be cheated by my assistant.”
”Who let you spoil so much of my good wine?” Li Shuo pretended to be angry.
Zhao Jinxin said with a smile, ”I'm not your sweetheart. I feel sorry for drinking a few bottles of wine.”
”I don't care for you to drink, I love you to waste good wine as draft beer.” Li Shuo rubs his hair, ”and that drinking method is too harmful to the body, so you can't drink like that in the future.”
Zhao Jinxin fell into Li Shuo's arms and said, ”I listen to my uncle Li for everything.”
Li Shuo looks at Zhao Jinxin's hair xuan'er in a delicate mood. Zhao Jinxin is really too divided. He shudders to deal with Lao Diao's ruthlessness. But is this really the same person who is bored with him now Is it the psychological trauma of childhood that causes multiple personalities? Can multiple personalities switch so smoothly?
”By the way.” What did Zhao Jinxin think of? ”My brother didn't embarrass you.”
”He doesn't have that ability.”
”You two...” Zhao Jinxin said with a smile, ”it's easy to persuade you. It's hard to persuade my brother. Let my sister-in-law rule him.”
Li Shuo shrugged, he also thought of something, slightly embarrassed to say: ”Zhao always how to know our relationship.””My father has bad eyes. He just doesn't say anything. Did he tell you anything?”
”Nothing.”
Zhao Jinxin breathed a sigh of relief.
Li Shuo hesitated and said, ”why, are you afraid he is against it?” Because his family atmosphere is open and free, he has little thought about family obstacles, but he can't help thinking about Zhao Jinxin.
”He? He won't object. He's always afraid of me Well Zhao jinxinu nuzui, ”I'm afraid I'm sorry for you, affecting his friendship with his uncle.”
Li Shuo can't laugh or cry. How can he be as worried as his father?