Chapter 84 (1/2)
Zhao Jinxin said, his eyes began to slack and his voice became more and more subtle. His palms were cut across with a knife. His flesh turned out. The bones of his four fingers could be seen vaguely. There was more blood flow.
”There's too much blood loss. Get in the car. Hurry!”
When Zhao Jinxin is conscious, he always holds Li Shuo's hand. Li Shuo follows him to the car. He looks into Zhao Jinxin's eyes and feels that it is one of the most difficult moments in his life.
Zhao Jinxin half narrowed his eyes, smiled at him, and said with her mouth: ”it's OK.”
Li Shuo's hand gently covered his forehead and choked, ”I'll be in the hospital soon. Don't be afraid.”
Zhao Jinxin nodded, his eyes gradually lost focus and passed out in a coma.
Shao Qun also followed the ambulance. He sat opposite Li Shuo, looking a little calm, but his eyes were still fierce.
Li Shuo didn't look at him either. He said expressionless, ”you want to fight, and then send him to the hospital.”
”Fight?” Shao Qun sneers, ”what's your result? It depends on my brother.”
Li Shuo is not in the mood to argue with him. He just looks at Zhao Jinxin silently and reflects on what he has experienced and what Zhao Jinxin has done for him.
It's ironic that the more he doesn't want anything to happen, the more things will always move towards that place. Maybe he is not pious enough, and he can't build a small good and understand the main road, so he can get results from all kinds of reasons, so he has to take the blame.
But he hoped that the cause and effect of his species would be borne by himself, so that he would never complain.
”Lishuo, you don't deserve Jinxin.” Shao Qun looks at Li Shuo angrily.
”You don't deserve Li Chengxiu, can you shut up?” Said Li Shuo wearily.
”It seems that everyone likes you, but in fact nobody likes you. What you like is yourself. If other people can't cater to your imagination of feelings, they will be kicked out by you, right?”
”What does it have to do with you?”
”My brother is different. His illness is bound to make him more prone to accidents and death rate than others, so he especially cares about having fun in time, because he doesn't know when destiny will come. It's the first time he talks with you about his feelings. You have changed his life plan and attitude. What you give him is what you have left with others. What he gives you is everything.” Shao qunyue said his eyes were more vicious.
Li Shuo smiled sarcastically: ”you, fart, fart. Shao Qun, I don't have any argument with you as a person of absolute self. My feelings can't be talked about by you. What you say to me is similar to bird singing. It's not good. I just need you to shut up. ”
”Why, was it stabbed by me?” Shao Qun smiled cruelly. ”I hope you, who have a high moral sense, will never get rid of the torture of guilt in the future.”
Li Shuo's eyes were clear, and he glared at Shao Qun fiercely: ”I wish you, a man with low moral sense, would always pay more and more heavy price for your lack of virtue, for example, send him to me.”
The two stare at each other, the breath is heavier and heavier. If hatred is a tangible gas, this small ambulance may be burst at any time.
Not easy to get to the nearest hospital, Zhao Jinxin was pushed into the operating room.
Li Shuo sat in the chair outside the operating room, looking at the front empty as if he had been evacuated.
Shao Qun is right. He will be deeply tortured by guilt, but he doesn't want to regret. Regret is a kind of useless emotion, which needs to be abandoned as much as possible. He just wants to focus on how to make up for his mistakes.
Zhao Jinxin's operation was only treated with hemostasis. The medical conditions here are limited. The severed tendons, muscles and nerves need more precise operation to repair. Shao Qun sent them to the best hospital by helicopter. There, Zhao Jinxin went to the operating room again. This time, he stayed for seven hours.
Zhao Jinxin didn't come out of the operating room until the sun went down. His operation was successful, but his vitality was badly hurt and his face was as white as paper.
Shao Qun stood by the bed and looked at Zhao Jinxin quietly. After a while, he said, ”stay here with him. I'll meet his parents at the airport.”
Lishuo's body trembled slightly, and his expression seemed to be frozen.
After Shao Qun left, Li Shuo lay on the head of the bed gently. His eyes were full of tiredness. He reached out his hand and quietly depicted Zhao Jinxin's face, from full forehead to high and straight bridge of nose to blue and gray lips. Zhao Jinxin's lips used to be very ruddy, and the corners of his lips are slightly cocked, which makes him a pleasant smile. Now, his pale and weak appearance makes him feel sad.
Shao Qun said that his feelings for Zhao Jinxin are all left over from others. It's not right. His feelings for Zhao Jinxin overturn his understanding of feelings. He has never impressed anyone. No one will leave such a heavy and deep mark in his life like Zhao Jinxin.
Li Shuo felt his eyelids getting heavier and heavier. He didn't close his eyes all day and night. Before sleepiness swept his consciousness, he held Zhao Jinxin's hand.
Li Shuo did not sleep too long, he felt some noise, he reluctantly opened his eyelids, on a pair of familiar eyes.
“…… Jinxin. ” Li Shuo immediately sat up. Because he had been lying down for too long, he was unconscious.Zhao Jinxin touched Li Shuo's face: ”it's tiring to lie down like this.”
”You The anesthetic is over... ” Li Shuo looked at his hand. ”It hurts.”
”Not bad.” Zhao Jinxin wants to be plain, but his eyes still reveal his worries, ”my hand No waste. ”
”No, the operation was well done,” said Li Shuo quickly
Zhao Jinxin said with relief, ”that's good.”
”Jinxin.” Li Shuo said in a deep voice, ”right...”
”Don't say those three words.” Zhao Jinxin points his finger at lishuo's lips and grins, ”you can say 'I love you', you can say 'you are handsome', but you can't say 'I'm sorry'.”
Li Shuo Zheng Zheng, forced out a smile: ”OK, thank you.”
”I know you are such a person, and I like you too.” Zhao Jinxin reaches out his hand. ”Uncle Li hugs me, and hugs me without any pain.”
Lishuo held him with his arms outstretched.
”How do you know about me.” Li Shuo asked softly.
”Said you were going to be angry with me.”
”Well, now is the best time for you to say it.”
”Well, I've installed a location on your mobile phone. Last time I saw that you didn't call normally, I went to investigate.”
”Well, I guessed.” Li Shuo touched his head. ”You are a bastard indeed.”