Chapter 57 (2/2)

”I don't want to hurt you at all, and I've never liked anyone like you.” Zhao Jinxin's eyes are full of sadness. ”But I don't like bondage and commitment. I can't imagine what it's like to spend my life with someone. It's too long. Who knows what will happen tomorrow, so I can't respond to the kind of feelings you want...”

Li Shuo trembled and said, ”enough, let's go.” In fact, he already knew, just from Zhao Jinxin's mouth said, especially bloody. Zhao Jinxin is too young to imagine his whole life at such an age. However, Zhao Jinxin should not know his feelings but play with them recklessly. He cannot forgive this man for his deception and humiliation.”But I think of you every day.” Zhao Jinxin's eyes are gradually confused, ”every moment Why, why can't you forget? ”

Li Shuo closed his eyes, turned his back and refused silently.

”I'm sorry, I won't bother you again.” Zhao Jinxin looks at Li Shuo's back, step by step, step by step. The more he retreats, the more he feels his eyes are sour, and his heart suddenly tears. It's something he has never experienced before. This strange feeling gives rise to an unspeakable fear. It seems that Li Shuo's back will eat people, and he almost escapes from the bedroom.

Li Shuo stood still for a long time, then fell down on the bed. All the strength in his body seemed to be evacuated with Zhao Jinxin's footsteps.

So it's over, great, it's over

Li Shuo gently covers his eyes.

The next day, Li Shuo didn't get up, not really how uncomfortable, just don't want to see people, so the hangover as an excuse.

Zhou Xianxing paused outside the door for a moment: ”excuse me, is it because I didn't stop Zhao Zong from coming in yesterday?”

”No.” Li Shuo said in a hoarse voice, ”I really don't feel well. I'm sorry. You can go first.” There is no reason for Zhou to have a conflict with Zhao Jinxin. Yesterday, he insisted on bringing him back.

”OK, I'll let the hotel give you medicine and have a good rest.”

Li Shuo breathed a sigh of relief, rubbed his sore temple, and looked at the empty bedroom. He didn't know what to do. He thought about it, called his mother, and now he wants to hear a voice that calms him down.

On the phone, Mrs. Li asked anxiously, ”son, are you ill?”

”No, I was choked at the dinner yesterday when someone smoked.”

”Oh, I'd better stay away from dinner later. Our family is not short of money. If you want to work, you can work. If you don't want to work, you can go out and relax.”

”It's boring not to work.” Li Shuo smiled. ”Besides, I have had a long rest, so I should do something. If this hotel project can be negotiated, I will leave a customized suite for our family. You can wear all kinds of beautiful skirts to take photos at the seaside. ”

Mrs. Li was so happy that she said, ”well, it's a nice climate. I want to stay for two months...”

Mother and son chatted with each other about their family life. Lishuo's heart lake gradually calmed down. As he chatted, he enlightened himself at the bottom of his heart. His family is healthy and happy. It's heaven's love. We shouldn't be too embarrassed about our feelings. All our sorrows will pass away. Just wait for the past, and the past will be good.

Li Shuo hid for two days before he packed up and came out to meet people. Although I can't do it, I'm not too embarrassed.

Zhou Jinxing and President Cui have been circling among various organizations these days. In order to get lower land acquisition price and higher policy support, he is also embarrassed to continue pretending to be sick, helping to get through the relationship, negotiate and promote, and soon became busy.

The deeper the contact with Zhou Xianxing, the deeper Li Shuo found the man's city. On the surface, he was gentle and polite to everyone. The way to solve the problem was somewhat gloomy, especially those that were difficult to solve. Although it worked well and didn't violate the law, it often made Li Shuo stare. He always strives to be frank and honest in his life and work. He never thinks it is naive or simple, but he does not force others to be the same as him.

Mr. Cui left temporarily for a few days because of his family affairs. Only when Li Shuo and Zhou Jinxing were left, they often ate and drank together. They shared a common language and were polite on the surface. Even if there were any differences, they always communicated and resolved peacefully. This kind of mature and intelligent way of life made them appreciate each other very much and gradually changed from partner to partner Become friends.

Zhou Xianxing showed lishuo a picture of the so-called ”wife” and the child. The ”wife” in the picture is clearly a man. He has a straight face, a cool smile, and not so handsome. But he has a casual and careless manly taste. From the perspective of gay, a trace of wild hormone can be smelled across the screen.

Li Shuo is quite surprised at Zhou's sexual orientation. After all, Zhou was married. Zhou didn't explain this much. Li Shuo is not easy to ask. He can only bless from the bottom of his heart.

Since that day, a month has passed, Zhao Jinxin has not appeared, there is no news. Li Shuo knows that they are really over, but he never feels relaxed and does not Miss Zhao Jinxin for a day. But he knows that one day, he will forget this man completely.

Like Zhou, he hopes that one day he will find someone who really belongs to him and get the blessing of his whole life.