Chapter 57 (1/2)
Back at the resort, Li Shuo was tired and sleepy. Zhou Xianxing helped him to his room and poured him a glass of water. After a rest, he went to take a bath, washed away the smell of cigarettes and wine, and washed away a lot of ignorance.
After taking a bath, he was too lazy to blow his hair. He wiped his hair and fell on the bed. He was so tired that he could hardly think about anything, but he could not forget a kiss from Zhao Jinxin and naken.
It's just a kiss. It's just a kiss. Is it worth it?
It doesn't seem to have much to do with whether it's worth it or not
Li Shuo smiled bitterly, rolled up the quilt and covered himself, closed his eyes. Soon, sleepiness hit his nerves, and he fell asleep.
In the bewilderment, something warm gently covered lishuo's head. Lishuo's eyelids trembled, but it was difficult to open them. With a deep voice, he turned over subconsciously. But the tiny pressure on his head still didn't disappear. He finally woke up and slightly opened his eyes.
A pair of beautiful peach blossom eyes came into view, the eyes were full of helplessness, and there were some emotions that people could not understand.
”Why don't you blow dry your hair? You'll have a headache tomorrow.” Zhao Jinxin's fingers shuttle between Li Shuo's hair, and his tone is the gentle blame between lovers.
Li Shuo frowned. It took several seconds to distinguish the dream from the reality. He squeezed his eyes hard and said in a hoarse voice: ”you How did you get in? ” He said it and remembered it.
Zhao Jinxin held him down and shook the hair dryer in his hand: ”I'll dry your hair and then sleep.”
Li Shuo pushed his hand away and added, ”how did you get in?”
”Cui always brought me in. Why, are you afraid Zhou will not let me in? He's nothing. He's not allowed me in. ” Zhao Jinxin feels that his heart is still pounding. As soon as he enters the villa, he runs to lishuo's room. Seeing that lishuo and Zhou Jinxing are not sleeping together, he feels that the hand holding his heart is released.
”I don't discuss his position, but you don't have a position to enter my room.” Li Shuo tried to make a cold and hard expression, but he was too sleepy. What he said was only heavy tiredness.
Zhao Jinxin turned a deaf ear. ”I'll dry your hair for you. Don't get sick.” Then he turned on the hair dryer.
Li Shuo's concern for Zhao Jinxin's hypocrisy only felt boundless anger. Maybe he drank too much wine. Maybe there were no outsiders here. He didn't need to take care of his self-cultivation and face. The anger accumulated in his body exploded suddenly, and he opened Zhao Jinxin's hand severely. He roared: ”roll -” the hair dryer fell on the ground, and there was no movement.
Zhao Jinxin froze.
There was a stifling silence in the bedroom.
Taking off the mask of ”demeanor”, Li Shuo just let it out. He grabbed Zhao Jinxin's collar and pushed it hard. His eyes were scarlet, and he gnashed his teeth and said, ”we broke up. Do you understand? I don't want to see you again, don't want to hear your voice again, do you fucking understand?! What do you pretend to care about, and you expect me to continue to strip off for you? Can you get out of my world? Can I have some face, please don't provoke me again! ”
Zhao Jinxin looks at Li Shuo dully. He has never seen such a Li Shuo, so hysterical, so angry and Sad. As if he had been hit by a heavy blow, his chest was filled with a dense, sullen pain, and suddenly he couldn't even make a sound.
Li Shuo pushed Zhao Jinxin again and pushed him to the door: ”roll, roll, roll! Don't let me see you again! Roll - ”
Zhao Jinxin grabs his wrist and takes root at his feet. No matter how Li Shuo pushes, he doesn't step back. His nose is sour and his voice is shaking:” I'm sorry... ”
Li Shuo looks embarrassed. He stares at Zhao Jinxin's eyes without blinking. ”I don't need you to apologize, I need you to disappear,” he says in a cold voice
Zhao Jinxin bit his lips gently, his eyes were red and his voice was like a mosquito: ”Uncle Li, don't do this to me...”
Li Shuo's heart ached sharply, and Zhao Jinxin's slightly imploring tone seemed to flirt with him countless times before. Countless pictures of the past flied by in his mind. He could remember those once beautiful details so clearly that the amount of information was so much that he felt a headache. He forced himself to endure all the pain he felt at the moment, and said in a hoarse voice, ”how can you treat me? How can I treat you? No loss, no debt. It's clear.” He took a deep breath and said with all his strength, ”go.”
Zhao Jinxin closed his eyes and laboriously changed his breath. When he opened his eyes again, he calmed down. He released lishuo's hand, but gently pulled lishuo's hair: ”listen to my last words, OK?”
Lishuo looks at him in silence.