Chapter 36 (2/2)
”Yes, I really want to go back. I live near the food street. There are many takeaways to choose from at three or four every night.”
”Really, where do you live?”
”XX road.”
”That's not far from where I work.”
”Yes, do you want to move in with me?” Li Shuo looks at Zhao Jinxin quietly, and his tone is very natural.
Zhao Jinxin was slightly shocked and said, ”Oh, my brother I prepared the house. ”
”It's not a trouble to meet like that. You don't know how crowded the capital is. You haven't been there for a long time. You're not used to life.” Li Shuo smiled softly and said, ”let Uncle Li take care of you.”
”I went to school there for three years, no problem,” Zhao said
”Don't you want to have breakfast with me every day?” Li Shuo's face with a doting smile, his chin on one hand, the other hand, but under the table into a fist.
Zhao Jinxin, I'll try my best for the last time. Promise me. Can't you even agree to live together.
Zhao Jinxin said with a smile, ”of course, but I love staying in bed. It's very convenient for me to walk to the company where I live.”
Li Shuo felt a sour breath on his nose, and his smile became stiff. With almost all his self-control, he stopped himself from saying ”I'll move to live with you.” he had already torn his face apart and thrown it out like a field loss. He had to leave some for himself.
He smiled and nodded, ”it's OK, it's convenient.”
The waiter brought up the dish. Zhao Jinxin picked up a piece of fried goose liver and put it into lishuo bowl: ”taste this, the signature dish.”
Li Shuo lowered his head and took a bite. He found his teeth trembling. He forced himself to calm down and smile softly: ”well, it's delicious.”
”Uncle Li looks so elegant and nice to eat.” Zhao Jinxin is holding her cheek and is intoxicated with exaggeration.
Lishuo smiled and raised his glass of wine: ”this one is for ennan group. I wish us a happy cooperation.”
Zhao Jinxin raised his glass to meet: ”happy cooperation.”
Li Shuo asked about the specific plan after returning home. Zhao Jinxin explained that he would be happy: ”today is our date. We will talk about it later.” He said mysteriously, ”Uncle Li, before we go back to China, we still have one thing to do.”
Li Shuo raised his eyebrows: ”what's the matter?”
”Remember when we first met?”
”What part do you mean?”
”I remember every detail of every part.” For example, I said I want to work with you in the pool of my apartment, while doing love and enjoying the beautiful scenery of riverside park
Li Shuo bowed his head and smiled, ”remember.”
Zhao Jinxin's eyes flickered a wolf light, and she said: ”when will you realize my wish?”
”This...” Li Shuo tightly grabbed the napkin, slowly moved to his lips and wiped it. Then he straightened his back, raised his head, and his eyes were still and determined, ”sorry, I can't do it.”
”Zhao Jinxin Leng for a while:” you don't like the water in particular
Li Shuo said calmly and clearly, ”no, we won't do it anymore - love.”
Zhao Jinxin's expression instantly solidified, and his eyes narrowed slightly: ”what do you mean?”
Li Shuo secretly pinched the flesh on the palm of his hand with his fingernails and armed himself with all sense and self-reliance: ”Jin Xin, I don't want to continue such a relationship anymore. Let's return to the partnership.”
Zhao Jinxin's lips trembled: ”why? Wasn't it just fine? Why, what, what. ””No reason.” Li Shuo said calmly, ”I don't think it's interesting.”
Zhao Jinxin stared at him for a while and sneered, ”it's because of Han feiye.”
”There's only one reason for him.”
”Just a little?”
Li Shuo quietly looks at Zhao Jinxin, looking at the face that he deeply likes and hates, but it seems to be frozen inside. The ice ballast is carried to the whole body along the blood, which is deadly. He opened his mouth, eased the pain like a heart spasm, and opened mechanically, ”feiye said, if you want to try with me, I think it's worth trying.”
”Try? What to try? How can he abandon your three-year relationship for a job? ” Zhao Jinxin glared round his eyes and forced his anger.
”What does our relationship have to do with you?” Li Shuo said lightly, ”although we plan to get along with ordinary friends first, but I can't get involved with you again, so I don't respect people.”
Zhao Jinxin punched on the table.
There were not many people in the restaurant, and the limited number of guests were shocked to turn around to see them.
Lishuo's Adam's apple slipped and his expression did not fluctuate. He can fully understand Zhao Jinxin's anger. He has always been the only one who jilted people. It's the first time for him to be jilted. In fact, Zhao Jinxin should cherish such a fresh experience. When he is young, he should try many possibilities. When he is old, he will More and more timid, more and more dare not take risks.
Zhao Jinxin's brow was full of blue tendons. He narrowed his eyes and whispered, ”lishuo, are you serious? Did I treat you badly? What's wrong with us? Not happy? ” He didn't expect a happy date to end like this. Li Shuo slapped him in public, making him embarrassed and angry.
”Yes, no, good, happy.” Lishuo smiled, ”but I've had enough fun.”
Zhao Jinxin glared at Li Shuo for two seconds, and suddenly a cold smile appeared: ”well, it's too hurtful.”
”Sorry.” Hurting people? Hearing these two words, Li Shuo wanted to laugh, but he couldn't laugh.
”Don't be sorry, you didn't do anything wrong.” Zhao Jinxin returned to the cynical look, he blinked, ”what a pity, you are so delicious, I really hate it.”
Li Shuo nodded elegantly: ”thank you.”
Zhao Jinxin took out his wallet, dumped several American bills on the table, and then stood up: ”I'm sad. I can't eat any more.”
Li Shuo looked at his glass: ”then I won't send you. Drive carefully. Good night.”
Zhao Jinxin's fist was clenched. He leaned down and pasted Li Shuo's ear.
Li Shuo thought he would hear something, or get the last kiss, but the next second, he felt a sharp pain, he was shaking with pain, instinctively want to push away Zhao Jinxin.
Zhao Jinxin took hold of his hand, licked the newly bitten ear bone with his tongue, and said in a voice that was tender and chilling: ”honey, don't regret it.” He let go of Zhao Jinxin's hand and walked away without looking back.
It was not until Zhao Jinxin's back disappeared in the sight that Li Shuo collapsed on the chair.
He has divided his hands many times. No matter how calm, complaining or hysterical the other side is, he tries to maintain his demeanor and respect. This time is no exception. But this time, he was so depressed that he could hardly breathe. The heart can't restrain the throbbing pain. He doubts whether the heart disease is inherited from the family?
It's just to end a relationship. It's just to wave a passer-by. Even in Zhao Jinxin's eyes, they've ”never been together” and they don't even deserve to talk about their relationship.
Every thread of his entanglement is a begging for help.
He loathed the feeling, and the disgust was controlled by emotions.
Disgust, what happened tonight.