Chapter 37 (1/2)

Lishuo has been depressed for several days.

His body is blocked with a manic and depressing Qi, and his mind is full of things related to Zhao Jinxin, which can't be digested at the moment, and can only be solved by self abusive sports.

After playing for half a day, he was sweating in the gym again. When he was so tired that he was walking straight and shivering, his brain could be temporarily empty. He didn't want to do anything and didn't get tangled. But this state didn't last long. When he passed the squash room, his brain exploded again and again.

He couldn't help but push open the door of the squash room and sit against the wall.

I'm so tired. I'm really begging for help.

Thinking of the ball they played, he couldn't tell who the winner was. Zhao Jinxin lost the ball, but achieved his goal. But he won the ball, but he didn't have time to cash in his reward, and I'm afraid he will never have the chance to cash in.

I don't know if I'm old, but I'm easy to be soft and fragile. I've never been in such a low tide before. Now I'm just hit by lovelorn. I don't seem to even climb up.

What is lovelorn? It will pass soon.

Lishuo stretched his aching thigh and left the squash room.

After taking a bath and changing clothes, he saw Han feiye's missed call on his mobile phone and a text message asking if he would be free to watch a movie at night. He sighed, but now he was resisting to see anyone, but he said: OK.

When he got home and changed his clothes, he rushed to the cinema.

Han feiye has always been fond of films with strong literary and artistic atmosphere. The selected films are no exception. The plot is as watery as water, but the quality of the paintings is exquisite and beautiful. In college, Han feiye liked photography. Naturally, the two talked about lens, lighting and other topics, which was not boring at all.

After watching the movie, they found a Chinese restaurant nearby for dinner.

Han feiye's face flushed with chili peppers, but he enjoyed it.

Li Shuo said with a smile, ”after all these years, your ability to eat pepper has not improved.”

”I can't help it. Maybe it's like this, but I prefer to eat.” Han feiye said, and poured another drink.

”Feiye, you really haven't changed much.” Li Shuo can't help but feel that this man is really similar to his memory.

”You haven't changed much, but you are much more mature than before,” Han Fei said with a smile

”Haha, I'm old here, but I don't have the energy before.” Li Shuo asked, ”feiye, have you talked about feelings these years?”

Han feiye paused, smiled and sighed, nodded: ”Alas, it's a pity that they all died of nothing. They've been working hard for a few years, and their minds are not on it.”

”Well, I understand.” Before the age of 30, he had a bed companion and a serious boyfriend, but he didn't think about it for a long time. His career is the most important thing. After the age of 30, it seems that he was given the hint of age, or watching his friends get married one after another, he suddenly wanted to settle down.

”And you?”

”I've talked a few more.” Li Shuo shrugged and said to himself, ”you see it, too.”

Two people look at each other a smile, all have some sympathy heart ache.

After dinner, it was still early. They strolled and chatted along the times square, recalling the past, as if there were endless topics.

Han feiye looks up and suddenly stops. Li Shuo looks down at the stock exchange.

”In a few months, our company will be listed here,” Han Fei said with a smile

”Congratulations.” Li Shuo said sincerely, ”your efforts deserve all the rewards.”

”When my friend pulled me into the business, I thought about it for a long time. After all, I didn't get a foothold on Wall Street. You should know, I'm not an adventurous person.”

Lishuo nodded: ”I know.” Han feiye is very different from him.

”And then you know why I agreed?”

”Why?”

”I think of you.” Han feiye looked at him, his eyes were gentle and bright, with a touch of emotion. ”I thought, when I was young, I didn't brave for love. I regretted for many years. Now if I flinch again, how many years will I regret again?”

This is a pun, said particularly heart piercing, Li Shuo heart surging, for a while feeling. Only people of the same age can understand the ambivalent mentality of being content with the status quo and unwilling to abide by the destiny. It takes several times more courage than when they were in their twenties to break the stability and seek a breakthrough. If Han feiye had such courage in those days, they must have another scene, but now he has such courage, which is also admired. Li Shuo suddenly realized that Han feiye had changed a lot. At least he was more confident than before. This time, under the condition of basically equal mentality, maybe they had a chance to come back together.

Li Shuo sighed: ”flying leaves, it's really not easy for you to get out of this step, so you will succeed.”

Han feiye looks at the big light sign of the stock exchange, which symbolizes the world's top wealth. He seems to be waving at him. His eyes are brighter than the lights in Manhattan: ”Xiao Shuo, I'm standing beside you now, and finally I won't feel inferior, so I will try to find our feelings back.”Li Shuo looks at Han feiye, and has a reward in his eyes. Although such a Han feiye is strange, it has its own charm.

Just like before, try new feelings, Li Shuo said to himself.

Let the meaningless past stay in the past forever.

Since that night, Zhao Jinxin has not contacted Li Shuo any more. Li Shuo has endured the first few days of unaccustomed, and then he has become indifferent.

He and Han feiye met more and more frequently. They ate, went to bookstores, watched movies and played ball, which they used to do, but there was no progress between them. Han feiye is a reserved person. He is not an active person. He always takes the initiative in his feelings, but he can't make further actions at this time. He doesn't want to go deep into the reasons behind it. He just Don't want to change.

Han feiye often shares the company's business with him. The company has passed the qualification examination, submitted the formal listing application, and operated well. If nothing unexpected, the victory will be around the corner. Occasionally he encountered some financial problems. He would also consult with Li Shuo, who would try his best to help him.

Unconsciously, the weather became hot. When lishuo realized it, he had been in New York for half a year.

Li Chengxiu's news is completely out of context. He guesses that Shao Qun may have obstructed Xiang Ning's investigation. He can't sit on a stool more and more. Even if he knows it's useless to go back, he still decides to go back to China in the near future. Even if he can't find Li Chengxiu, he can look at Wen Xiaohui's recent situation. In the past half of the year, he was worried about Li Chengxiu, but he forgot to care about him People.

After making up his mind, he informed his parents and Han feiye, and then booked a ticket to return home three days later.

He didn't call Zhao Jinxin. They haven't been in touch for half a month. I'm afraid that's exactly what Zhao Jinxin wants. Since they will have enough fun sooner or later, they can get together and get together like him so that both sides can leave with dignity - at least he has maintained his dignity. As for the mess inside, as long as others can't see it, he can recover himself sooner or later.

Before leaving, Li Shuo and Han feiye made an appointment to have a meal together. He arrived at the restaurant ahead of time. As soon as he was seated, his mobile phone rang. Han feiye called: ”Hello, feiye.”

”Xiaoshuo, are you out of the house?” Han feiye's voice doesn't sound right.

Li Shuo said with a smile, ”I just went out. Don't worry. Take your time.”

”I'm sorry, Xiao Shuo. I can't go today.”

”Well? What's the matter, what's the matter? ”

”There is something wrong with the company. The boss told us to go to the meeting now. I don't know what it is, but it should be urgent to hear his voice, so I......”