Chapter 5 (1/2)

The 5th Story: A Short 1 Hour Dream and Sudou-Kun

AUTHOR’S MESSAGE: ※There s hurt I’m sorry if this happens

“This damned brat!!”

Saying this, my father hit my 6 year-old self with a blunt weapon

But I can’t quite feel the pain

Nn? Ah, this is a dream

There’s too ained self-consciousness early

What was I hit with this time?

A beer bottle? An ashtray? Sorabbed and knocked into a desk also happened before

It often ended without o to the hospital

Just how thick of a skull did I have

Looking back on the guy that was h

Thinking back now, that probably made my parents become more severe

Rather, if just one hospital incident occurred, ht have taken that chance to reflect and aiood parents

…Nope, not happening

I can make this absolute declaration

At that time, the reason they hit me was…I really can’t remember

There ht have been no particular reason

If I can’t re

In reality, they exercised violence because of trivial things like “I don’t like that dis-pleasured look in your eyes” or “even though I talked to you, your response was late”

The reasons I understood were remotely few

“Otou-san…”

My 6 year-old self stood up tottering after getting hit

Oioi, he’ll snap so don’t talk to that guy, how reckless

Let sleeping dogs lie

The best plan is to wait for orders near the entrance right now

Actually, it’s the most peaceful when I’m not at home, but if he calls for ain later How tiresome

But it seems theyet

Slowly standing up with a “gugugu” (groan), my 6 year-old self continued to talked to my father

“Otou-san…”

“Aah!? I taught you didn’t I, brat! Sake, go buy some sake!

Saying this, my father threw several coins at the feet of my 6 years-old self

All were old coins below 50 yen individually There were around 15

Just what kind of sake do I go buy?

But even one cup at a convenience store is 200 yen?

My father was dead-drunk

Seriously, the poor shouldn’t do such das

(TL: not sure how to phrase sentence 貧乏なクセにこんな罰当たりな事してんじゃねーよまったく。)

That’s e’re always poor

I think the 18 years-old o buy some then, ould you like?”, and leave with a s poison in my heart

Because of that, my father’s mood would improve, and the house would become emptier for a while

It was a plan where by the time I return, my father would be sound asleep, and by the tis he instructed me to do

9 1 yen coins, 2 5 yen coins, 3 10 yen coins, 1 50 yen coin

I had a total of 99 yen

I could buy a tuna onigiri from the convenience store if I had 11 yen more, so I had the food expenses for one meal

Bread is also good, but if your a japanese person, your stomach won’t be happy if it’s not rice after all!

On the contrary, if I disobeyed iri, but several serious punches

Probably to the extent where ed

It wasn’t like anything would improve if I disobeyed my father here, so I would choose the hich finishes this quickly and quietly

The best way to finish this without losing anything

Adults are like that right?

But my 6-years old self didn’t pick up the money

Further unto my dad

Oioi, are you sane?

Still, isn’tability too much, just how idiotic was my 6-years old self

“About the birthday…”

“Aah!?”

Aah…

I recalled that utterance

At that time, hbourhood

The class representative invited a guy like h I had a shabby appearance because I never had good clothes bought and given to me

Even now I still re

Well, the end result wasn’t that good though…

I was surprised when he invited me to their house’s birthday party

From my biased point of view, his house had a kind mother