Chapter 90 (2/2)
With a long sigh of relief, Han Feiyan then asked, ”I asked you out just to know one thing. Why can you do this for Yin Hanru? Or have you never loved me? ”
She was really jealous.
When Liu Yanbo and Yin hanruo appeared at Gao Yuanqiu's wedding with hands in hand,
when Yin hanruo waved, Liu Yanbo could offend the two big cities in Shanghai for her.
Han Feiyan's inner monologue at that moment is only left - why?
She was eager to know the answer.
If it wasn't for what happened later that was too sudden, she would go to him and ask him on the spot.
The relationship between them was not only Liu Yanbo's first love, but also her first love of Han Feiyan.
The reason for separation was enough, but she couldn't let it go.
Regardless of men and women, jealousy is always unreasonable and always runs counter to reality.
Can Liu Yanbo give Han Feiyan a satisfactory answer?
Looking down for a long time, Liu Yanbo lit a cigarette, looked out of the window, and said, ”it's probably because of that marriage certificate! It makes me feel like I finally have a home. ”
This is the most reasonable explanation he can think of.
For many years, Liu Yanbo has never experienced the feeling of having a home. He really wants to have a home of his own.Many people often say: in this age when marriage and divorce are as frequent as eating and sleeping, the marriage certificate is only a dispensable piece of paper.
This piece of paper may not be so important to many people, but it is of great significance to Liu Yanbo, because no matter how many true and false elements are in it, at least in the situation, he will eventually have a home, which gives him a sense of stability.
Yes.
He lacked a sense of security to a ridiculous degree.
Even if this marriage is just a transaction, without any emotional basis to speak of, he will still be as desperate as a moth to a fire.
In fact, on the day Liu Yanbo and Han Feiyan parted, he would not refuse to be married by any woman, no matter for any reason.
It's like a drowning swimmer who knows he can't do anything, but still wants to catch anything he can get, even if it's just duckweed.
Liu Yanbo chose Yin hanruo not because of her beauty or her excellence, but because she appeared at the right time.
Han Feiyan stares at Liu Yanbo and asks, ”that marriage certificate is really so important to you?”
Liu Yanbo nodded: ”it's really important. Otherwise, I would not have been tired of talking about marriage with you after I got your parents' approval
Han Feiyan doubts: ”why?”
At the beginning, when they had been dating for nearly a year, Han Feiyan led Liu Yanbo back to her hometown.
During that time, Liu Yanbo was approved by the Han family and the two old people also hoped that they would get married as soon as possible.
After returning to Haishi, Liu Yanbo bought a diamond ring and asked for marriage many times. Ten days before the two broke up, he also mentioned a marriage, but as usual, Han Feiyan prevaricated in the past.
Today, Han Feiyan still can't understand why Liu Yanbo was so eager to get a license to get married immediately.
It's not really her fault.
With a cigarette in his mouth, Liu Yanbo swallowed the cloud and vomited the fog like a drug addict. He looked out of the window aimlessly and murmured: ”because I have been wandering for too long and too long.”
People all say that prodigal sons are ungrateful and ungrateful, and even envy their freedom.
This is a misunderstanding.
The real vagabond prodigal son, at the beginning, may be because of treason and novelty, may also be because of the yearning in the heart, more likely because of the reality of helplessness
However, no matter what the reason for wandering around the world, when the vagabonds were on the big bed of the hotel, on the bench in the park, or even in the haystack in the wild
When spending countless lonely nights in these places without warmth, there will be no more in the hearts of prodigal sons the feeling of having wine and being drunk today, and the poetic and picturesque feelings of sunset and heartbroken people in the end of the world The only thing left in their hearts is a desire -
may one of the lights be lit for me.