Chapter 91 (1/2)
Liu Yan is sure that he doesn't like the vagrant life of others.
He had lived for twenty-six years, but thirteen of them were homeless.
Liu Yanbo hated vagrancy. Even in many dead nights, he questioned why he wanted to live more than once?
In those days, he had no family, no friends. Many times, even he himself is not sure whether he really exists in the world.
It was not until Han Feiyan's appearance that Liu Yanbo found the direction of his life.
But the good time is not long, because of his own neglect, ignored a normal person's desire, blindly pursue his inner plain life, and finally ended up with nothing.
Then, Yin hanruo appeared and tied Liu Yanbo who wanted to escape again with a marriage certificate.
Love represents a kind of spiritual happiness, but the marriage certificate represents a real home.
Liu Yanbo needs a home more than his spiritual happiness.
This is also the original purpose of his coming to Haishi - to find a city, meet a person and settle down.
Han Feiyan frowned, in a word: ”do you love her?”
Han Feiyan doesn't know Liu Yanbo's past, but she knows his attitude towards feelings.
This man is too rational and indifferent to fall in love with him at first sight.
What's more important is his way of expression. There is no infatuation with a woman in his words. It's like choosing to marry just for the marriage certificate.
I don't know why, thinking of this, Han Feiyan has a glimmer of joy in her heart, quietly waiting for Liu Yanbo's answer.
Liu Yanbo's eyes fell back on Han Feiyan from the window and asked, ”is this important?”
”Most importantly, I'm her husband, she's my wife, we've got a license to get married, that's what I want.” Liu Yanbo said to himself.
This is the only thing he cares about in this marriage.
This is exactly why Yin hanruo can hold down Liu Yanbo.
Smell speech, Han Feiyan eyebrow is a loose.
Liu Yanbo didn't answer the question of ”love or not”, that is to say, he was evading the question. Does this prove that he did not love her?
But soon, Han Feiyan frowned again and asked, ”just because she got the certificate from you, you can make changes for her. And I was just a girlfriend, so I had to accompany you to live a hard life. Is this fair to me? ”
Liu Yanbo sighed and said slowly, ”is it meaningful to say that now? Just like you said, if you do something wrong, I have something wrong. Let it pass if you don't like the past? ”
”Isn't it good now?” Liu Yanbo said with a wry smile: ”you have the life you want, and I have found what I have been looking forward to for a long time. Why bother again? Did you ever apologize to me, or did I bear you? ”
He wanted to escape, to escape this emotional vortex.
Many words, Liu Yanbo can not explain, such as the difference between Han Feiyan and Yin hanruo.
Han Feiyan has feelings for Liu Yanbo.
Because of love, both sides will tolerate each other. In addition, Han Feiyan's character is not strong, so she never expressed her dissatisfaction with life in her days with Liu Yanbo.
Liu Yanbo is also a lonely person for too long. He has already developed the habit of ”selfishness”. He is self-centered and can hardly take into account other people's thoughts.
If Han Feiyan had put forward her dissatisfaction with life, Liu Yanbo would have made some changes for her.
The difference between Yin hanruo and Han Feiyan is that Yin hanruo has no feelings for Liu Yanbo.
Without love, you won't be emotional. Everything is a purposeful transaction.
I'll give you a home, and you'll protect me from the wind and rain.
If Yin hanuo did not explicitly put forward these conditions, Liu Yanbo would not have made any changes for her.