C1719 (1/2)

Of course, I can't help them. I'm crazy and tear off all the disguises. I'm bloody. I won't let them get better. My world has completely collapsed. I said to myself, I will never let them go.

But my son did not understand, he did not understand why his mother became so crazy overnight that strange, yes, he will never understand how his mother suffered the destruction and betrayal.

My husband was determined to go back to the woman, ignoring my entreaties. In that night, while my son was sleeping with me, he took away the child he had born with the woman. They were going to leave for a family reunion.

God, God, when my own son asked his father and brother where they had gone again and again, how should I tell him that our mother and son have been abandoned by our husband and father, how can I tell him the dirty and cruel truth, what should I do, how should I say

The only pride and dignity I have left will never allow me to bow down, and I will not allow myself to bow down, so I curse them day and night, the ungrateful Dog Man and woman, their bad death, and their immortality.

It's about God's mercy on me. I really heard my prayer. The world's cause and effect cycle will not let go of anyone. Everyone should pay the due price for what they do.

That afternoon, I was in the office and received a phone call from the police. The police told me that my husband had been involved in a series of traffic accidents in other provinces and had been killed. There was also a woman and a child with him who had not been rescued. The police asked me to identify people.

The moment I put down the phone, I felt my whole blood was boiling, my hands and body were shaking, my brain was blank, but there was a voice in my heart constantly saying, retribution, retribution, all retribution, this is your retribution

That day, I was in the office crazy laughter, laugh to distinguish is crying or laughing.

I went to the police station and claimed the body.

I often described the situation of the car accident and the scene of finding the body at last. My husband was holding the woman, so his face was almost completely destroyed. This was the first time I saw that woman. Anyway, all the people were dead. I could not see whether it was beautiful or not.

But her existence is the greatest irony and insult to me.

And the child I raised with my own hands. I hate it deeply, but it's impossible for me to have no feelings at all. Now that people are dead, what else can be said.

So in the end, I took away the body of my husband and the child. As for the woman, I don't know, I can't claim it. She will be treated as an unnamed corpse in the end. As a result, she will be punished.

However, this is not enough to heal my inner trauma, nor to erase the injury for so many years. My hatred has been deeply rooted in the bone marrow.

When my son asks his father and elder brother where they are, I can't tell him, because I want them to have no one to worship. Even if they are ghosts, they can only be wandering souls. I want them to live forever.

I'm sorry, I'm not an expressive mother. I don't know how to face you. So please forgive me. I know that I'm ill and will die soon. This is probably my retribution, and no one will be let go.

But I'm already tired. The only thing I can't let go is you. Besides a mess, I can't leave you anything. The future can only be done by yourself.

I do not agree with you and that woman, because I know that the child is not yours at all, because I know that one day that woman will take the child and go with another man. I am afraid that you will make the same mistake. I am afraid that you will spend the rest of your life in regret and regret. My life has been destroyed, so I will never allow your life to be destroyed.

But I don't know how to express. In addition to this tough way of confrontation, I don't know how to communicate with you. I'm sorry, the person I'm most sorry for in this life is you. I'm sorry to leave you such an incomplete childhood and life.

Your father and elder brother are buried in the cemetery on Shanchuan road. You can put my ashes in, too. Take care, son!