1046 Paper Note 3 (2/2)
Who wouldn't be angry? At the time, Qin Yinan had been filled with hatred; he hadn't hated someone so deeply in his life before.
Naturally, he couldn't let her off so easily. He needed to make sure she tasted the same bitter medicine that she gave him, to raise her up to heavens just so he could kick her down to hell. Therefore, he was so kind to her, so extra-ordinarily kind, while he looked on with a detached eye as she fell step by step into his trap. All he was feeling then was wicked anticipation and mocking derision.
Now, he finally got his wish—the wicked woman with a black heart and a mouthful of lies had finally disappeared from his life with bruises that he inflicted all over her body.
He had won. He should have been happy…
But he didn't feel glad. It was one thing when he didn't see, but he would lose control whenever he met her.
He was such a nice guy… so why would he be so influenced by her?
Right then, he realized when he was leading her step-by-step into the trap, he too had fallen into the trap himself.
Perhaps his heart had known the truth since the very beginning, but he had refused to face it because he was afraid, afraid that he might feel regret for the many things that he had done. Thus, he powered on without thought. Now, when the woman had left the city, he finally collapsed.
All along, it wasn't Cheng Qingchong who was acting stubborn—it was him.
What he wanted was not what he expected. He couldn't accept this contrast; he couldn't cross that last line in his heart.
Song Qingchun loved Su Zhinian. He was envious, but he didn't mind as he even sincerely wished that they could spend the rest of their lives happily together.
But Cheng Qingchong loved Su Zhinian—that he minded a lot… He cared about that more than anybody else. He couldn't accept the fact that she had made use of him for the sake of another man. He thought it was because of his pride, but now, he realized, at the time, he was being jealous.