1046 Paper Note 3 (1/2)

That period at the hospital had been dry and boring, but it had also been the most peaceful period of his life. Until now, he had not thought about how sincere he had been then. He had really been that close to falling in love with her.

He admitted that he cared about Tang Nuan, but more honestly, his love was more toward the memory of the girl who shared the book club with him during his youth rather than Tang Nuan herself.

He admitted that he had once thought that he was in love with Song Song, but looking back, he might have misconstrued a love between family as romantic love. He would give up everything for her, but he never thought about asking for anything back from her.

But the kind of feeling Cheng Qingchong gave him at the time?

Around her, he felt like this was a person he could spend the rest of his life with.

His whole life, that was a term that stretched across a wide expanse of time. When he was pursuing Tang Nuan, he didn't think he had told her that he would love her forever. When Song Song agreed to marry him, it also didn't cross his mind to keep her by his side for life. But he was interested in spending his whole life with Cheng Qingchong.

At the time, he really thought he had found a girl whom he could spend the rest of his life with.

At the time, he accepted that Song Song had found herself a life of happiness. He could finally move on and carry on with his life.

Even though, at the time, he wasn't sure how his feeling was actually towards her, he really did look forward to their future together.

That beautiful future that he'd seen was all a mirage.

Their marriage was a sham from the very beginning. The tears that he had shed for his unborn child were nothing but a waste…

The woman that he wanted to spend the rest of his life with only came to be with him for the sake of another man.