286 How much he missed her (2/2)

Xin Yong had been holding in her tears, and at that moment, staring at his tear stained face; it was hard for her to continue holding it in. She immediately stood up from her seat.

''I'm sorry Jin Yue… Goodbye. ''

With that, she turned around and ran out of the restaurant.

''No, no, please, I'm sorry, please don't go…''

Jin Yue stood up to chase after her, but was stopped by a waiter, who asked for the pay. He pulled out a wad of cash and threw it at him before racing after Xin Yong, just as he arrived outside, he saw her enter a taxi and speed away.

Jin Yue raced after the taxi in a bid to make her stop but the taxi sped away without faltering. He stood at a spot watching the car disappear into a distance, tears falling freely from his eyes.

He hadn't realized how much he wanted her back until he realized that he had lost her finally.

...

Xin Yong lay on her bed soaking her pillow with tears.

As soon as she got home, she regretted ending it with him.

Remembering the look on his face when he pleaded with her not to leave, when he told her he wanted just her…

It was too much to bear; she couldn't help crying over and over again.

She wished she hadn't known the truth; it would have been easier to forget him knowing he was a wicked and heartless bastard who had hurt her than knowing that he had just been jealous and had pleaded to be forgiven.

Xin Yong didn't know when she slept. When she woke up, she found herself hugging her pillow tightly. The events of the previous night came back to her slowly, making her sad all over again.

She busied herself for the rest of the day, not resting one bit. For the next two days, Xin Yong locked herself up in the studio, writing new songs and revisiting old ones, she didn't want to rest, knowing that any idle time would bring back those thoughts.

But even though she tried her best, she found herself spacing out sometimes, thinking about him. She hated herself for that, in fact for everything. Sometimes, she wished she hadn't even met him in the first place, the pain was quite unbearable.

…

''Liling! Are you busy today? ''

Xin Yong called by eight am in the morning. Liling was surprised. She wasn't actually busy, but she had planned to stay in with Liu Wei since it was Sunday.

''No, is there any problem? ''

''let's go out, erm… let's go shopping, come pick me up, I'm waiting for you! ''

She said and cut the call. Liling knew her friend and this was not sounding like her at all.

Something must have gone wrong…

''Baby, have you heard from Jin Yue? ''