33 His Pawn: Part 2 (1/2)
”Ben!” I was about to turn when suddenly he hugged me from behind and covered my eyes with one of his hand.
”I wouldn't do that if I was you Bella!” He whispered in my ears with in a calmed cool voice.
”Why? I wanna see you!! Please!!” For a moment I forgot everything. I forgot that I hated him. I forgot what he did to me. I forgot all the things that happened in the past days. I only wanted to see him and embrace him. Wanted to love him & become angry at him for all the things he did....
”It's not time yet Bella....” He said in a cold voice.
Tears were running down my cheeks. I couldn't believe he was finally here. Standing behind me hugging me like this.
”Ben!” I was losing my strength to stand! I was getting weak with all the feelings bursting inside me....
”Let me see you plz” I tried to remove his hand but didn't even have the strength. He kissed my cheeks, ”Shushhh! Let me stay like this for a bit.....”
”Benn....” I said his name over and over again.
”You have no idea how much it is hard for me to stay away from you...”
His voice was mesmerizing like ever making my heart thump. He smelled like winter woods, his hand felt like snow was touching my face. I wanted to stay like this forever, embracing him, forgetting everything...
But reality is too hard & no matter how much I wanna run from it, u will have to accept it in the end....& I had many questions...
”Why are you doing this? Why Benn!” I screamed & tried to free myself but he hugged me with more strength making me unable to move.
”Shhhh...You will get ur all ur answers...Now stop crying....” His cool voice gave me shivers inside making me understand how much I was attracted to him, how much I still wanted to love him.
”Do you remember the day when we first talked?” He whispered.
”Yes 25th February, it was Saturday..”
”Very good hahaha...” He laughed. It was music to my ears. He has an amazing voice. It's like a drug. Each moment u wanna hear it more & more...
”Remeber the date Bella, it will help u, for now find ur answers in this book that you got for your friend....” He said mysteriously...
”When will I see you Ben?! Why are u playing these games with me!! Why please stop! Please!I wanna see you...” I kept begging him while he kept silent, keeping his forehead on my shoulder. I was tired too. I could feel he was sad. I didn't understand why he was doing this. When he loves me too then why!!! Why Ben!!
”Hahaha!” Suddenly he laughed out loudly. I never heard him laughing like this.
”Begging me Bella? You think it will work? You totally forgot huh!” He replied in a sharp cold voice.
”What are you saying? I forgot?” I didn't understand what he was talking about.
”You forgot a lot of things sunshine...But don't worry I'll make you remember everything...” He said while laughing, ”Each and everything.”
He kissed my cheeks for the last time. ”Let's play a game Bella! In this game you will be the seeker & I'll hide! If you find me I'll tell you everything, I'll answer your every question...” He said before letting me go.
I didn't realise I was totally leaning on his him. I fell down as he walked away leaving me...