31 Love & Wrath (2/2)

”Bella!” He said my name again and again,trying to make me look at his face. His fingers touched my cheeks wiping my tears. I could feel his cool breath, he was that close.

”Bella forgive me I didn't mean to be rough with you..I was just angry, upset because you are avoiding me,” He said leaning onto me. I tried to free myself but grabbed me more closely.

”Bella please stop protesting,” He put his fingers inside my hair and started kissing me slowly on my neck.

”Rex!!!Stop please! Why are you doing this?!” I was crying in pain, anger, being taken advantage of like this.

”Bella...!” I could hear the plead in his voice mixed with sensation he had for me. But I don't want it anymore. I don't want to fall in love again. I won't make the same mistake again.

”Fuck off!” I pushed him away with force this time which caught him by surprise. He grabbed my right wrists as I was leaving,

”I LOVE YOU!”

”And I DON'T!” My voice cracked as I tried to say it out loud. ”Just leave me alone Rex, please.”

I ran away from him wiping my tears. I don't wanna know who is anymore. I don't care if he's Ben or not I just don't want him in my life.

I heard a noise while I was running away from him. He must have punched the wall out of frustration.

I don't wanna feel again what I felt for Ben & I know I can never feel what I felt for him. My first love has made me miserable, weak, scared. I don't wanna break again. Not again.