Vol 1 Chapter 53 (1/2)
3 A Youth With Regrets
During youth, because we haven’t been hurt before, we don’t kno to be benevolent; because we don’t have dread, we don’t kno to give in We are headstrong, reckless and hurt others without care Only one day e have been hurt and understand pain and dread e knohat benevolence and giving in is But at this tiradually left us
We have grown up and inside our chest is an already mottled heart
The new ter still revolved around Lin Lan and were still fond of spreading what the handso
In our year level, the girl with theJun Li Shen started to hang out with a few high school students I don’t know if it’s because she heard about my relationshi+p with Xiao Bo but she became unusually friendly towards me She knew that I was very close to Xiao Fei so she never discussed Xiao Fei
Because they couldn’t discuss Xiao Fei, naturally, they could only discuss Zhang Jun
Zhang Jun’s new girlfriend had an entirely different personality to his old one His old one was quiet and low key but this one was bold and assertive as if she didn’t care the least about being older than hi Jun
She dressed in a fashi+onable and modern style When she stood in the the arden, she looked like a movie actress, she was in a coirls
Zhang Jun’s scandals becairls, even the irls would stand in front of the s and curiously peek at Zhang Jun’s girlfriend
Li Shen and Ni Qing chattered in discussion, I wanted to leave but I couldn’t help but also want to listen
Li Shen asked Lin Lan, “I heard she is in the same office as your mom?”
“Mhm, she’s an arts student who transferred over last year She does modern dance, her personality is very bold and powerful” Lin Lan slyly s Jun’s met his nemesis this time”
Ni Qing asked, “Is there no one who likes her?”
“How is that possible? My irls, every one of the after the her”
Ni Qing was puzzled, “Then why does she like being together with Zhang Jun? She’s old, ould she like being with a boy younger than her?”
It was only a simple conversation but Lin Lan sudden became unhappy and coldly said, “It’s her choice who she likes, even if you want to like hi Jun won’t even look at you!”
Ni Qing started tearing up and Li Shen gloated in it Lin Lan ignored them, she turned and left
After a period of tiossip in the class, Lin Lan’s parents wanted to get divorced
In that era, divorces were rare but as even et divorced for a young university graduate who has only been transferred to our city for a few years That man was only ten or so years older than us This matter spread like wildfire at the time Pretty much everyone knew that there was a wo an extraer than her, even my parents heard about it
Mytable, the two of them completely couldn’t understand why this woman would do this
Moirl called Lin Lan inthat mom would be like the other aunties on the other floors, hen hearing that I was in the sahter, wanted to know everything about Lin Lan as if she was abnormal I didn’t expect mom to warn me not to chat about it or ask Lin Lan about her parents She also warned et close to her, I should continue to act as I used to
I was very surprised but thinking back to grandpa and grandma’s divorce, it was probably because mom understood how it felt so she pitied Lin Lan
Lin Lan was still proud, still pretty and still played with Li Shen and Ni Qing However, in her eyes was a detache If you look carefully, you’d realize that when she was alone, she would often be in a daze but as soon as someone sees her, she would immediately use her smile as a weapon to protect herself with
My relationshi+p with her became more and more close We usually weren’t very intimate but I could feel that she trusted me When she ith h and joke around, she could quietly sit there Perhaps it was only because she knew I never judged others so when she was by my side, she felt at ease
One ot to the classrooo out to play with me?”
I saw that her eyes were bloodshot and ireed
We didn’t take leave from the teacher or tell anyone else We rode off on our bikes and after riding for the entire , we arrived at an ancient city set used for file amounts of it, we rented numerous costumes and took countless pictures
Lin Lan gave a large deposit and rented two princess costu dynasty She then used her niave us beautiful hairstyles The two of us roa dynasty princess costuot divorced”
I didn’t kno to respond much less how to comfort her I could only stay silent but she seerateful for my silence She heldto be a princess
That day, we ate all kinds of snacks and drank the s, no matter if it was me who liked it or her, she would immediately buy it
Fro money so unscrupulously but that day, I understood, in this world, money can’t buy happiness!
Lin Lan and I skipped class for the whole day but Treasure Bowl didn’t scold us, he probably also heard the news about the divorce and felt pity for the bright and competent Lin Lan Later, he even chose Lin Lan to be the representative of our English class and gave her biased love
If adults because stubborn like children and refused to accept responsibility to go and protect their children, then their children can only quickly grow up to protect themselves like an adult
Usually speaking, a divorce between parents will affect their children Moreover, Lin Lan’s parents had created such a stir with their divorce However, Lin Lan’s grades didn’t change at all, she still organized the class’ participation in art festivals She was still bright, beautiful and popular and she used this to crush all the curious gazes
Once, the two of us were sitting at the school’s artificial lake She suddenly said “Do you still remember our class monitor who transferred to another school?”
“I remember”
She set her, the two of us owe her more than one ‘sorry’”
People often say that there are no regrets during youth but actually, how can there be no regrets during youth?
A teenage heart has undisguised warmth and cruelty, we are easily hurt by others and we also easily hurt others Along with the flow of tiet a lot of people but those that have hurt us and those that we have hurt will clearly engraved forever in our regretful years of youth