20 The Joke is on You (2/2)

I look down at my hands and play with my fingers and say,” I am not sure it can be at any minute. I won't be back for 3 months. But To me, it will feel like 900 years. Because we are going to be in a different world”.

How does that work the time difference like that”. He has a really confused look on his face. I can tell he's not liking this at all or is his wolf. His eyes have turned pitch black and I believe I'm speaking with his wolf now.

I'm not sure how it works. I just know that for every day here is 10 years over there or something like that. Jessica can probably explain it better than me”.

Nikki, we can always wait until you get back from your training to get to know each other better before I mark you it is up to you I don't want to force you to do anything”.

I feel my heart break just a little bit I know he sincere just by the softest in his voice. Then there is the intense look in his eyes. He would wait for me but the problem is we can't. I promise to myself and Mariah once we get back from the training we will make time for our mate.

I cannot give you details so please do not ask. But we do not have time to wait it has to be tonight. I'm sorry I can't explain more but please just trust me.

The look on Eric's face was between hurt and mad with a little bit of confusion. He finally stuck with a straight face showing no emotion and say's if that is what you want. Okay, then when do you want to do this”?

All of a sudden I was hit with a sharp pain to my heart. He went from being so sweet to uncaring showing no emotions at all it was like he was a fucking robot. I know I hurt him and his Wolf's feelings and I feel horrible about it. but if I tell him of the vision it could mess with our destiny.

I'm sorry if I hurt you I wasn't trying to. I wish I could explain it to you but I don't want to mess anything up for us in the future”.

Eric's eyes soften and he says,” I understand But yes it does hurt a little bit. I wanted it to be special when I marked you for both of us. But I do understand that this has to be done. we'll have time when you come home I can make it up to you.

I move closer to Eric and put my hand on his left cheek I lean in to kiss him on his soft pink lips. Eric puts his hand behind my head and wraps his finger in my hair. After that, we start kissing more passionately. I feel the bond pulling us closer and I am loving it. Eric leaves my mouth and starts slowly kisses down the side of my neck to get to the place between my neck and my shoulder. Where my marks going to be and lightly nips at my neck. Then he looks up at me and says,” are you sure”? I shake my head and say,” yes” He gives me a couple more kisses before his canines extend and bites into my neck. ”Mother fucker” the pain is instant it feels like I am on fire. I don't make a sound though I sit perfectly still I know it will pass in time.

I've then proceeded to kiss Eric on the side of his neck. I look up in his eyes and I say,” you know that you will have to become a hybrid if I mark.

I know and I am okay with that I trust you, Nikki”.

I know it's going to be hard on him. Because I am not a typical hybrid and it will make it worse. Especially if his wolf fights the bond. I just pray to God that he doesn't die from this and it's not too hard on him.

I look up at Eric and smile at him. I then lean in and kiss his lips one more time. Before I make my way down his neck trailing light kisses. When I get to the spot in between his neck and his shoulder. I extend my teeth and bite into his shoulder. He lets out a loud ass growl. At that moment I feel my heartbreaking. I know the pain that he's in. I've been through it except this is two times worse on him. Because I can see and feel his wolf is fighting. I look in his eyes and I put my hand on his face. And I say,” look at me I will not hurt you. I will protect you it is okay. Please love don't fight except the bond.

After about hour Eric Finley calms down enough for us to fall into Oblivion. We are sleeping like the dead. I wake up first it's around 8:30 I slowly get up and make my way to the bathroom to do my business. When I came back out I look over to where Eric is. He's sitting on the couch with his head back and his arm over his head. Once he hears me his head snaps up and looks at me and smiles. I instantly smile back at him I'm glad I went ahead and bonded with him. So we can share each other's memories and we can fill each other's feelings. I feel like I have known him all of my life and vice versa we're in a peaceful calm it's rather nice.

How are you feeling”?

I feel like I got hit by a truck a hundred times. He smiles again before say's I'm starving to death. I don't think I've eaten in what feels like 10 years”!!!

I laugh at the look on his face and how serious he sounds. I say, ”come on let's go see what we can find to eat”.

The rest of the night goes by really quickly we ended up getting a pizza and watch movies. We end up taking all night till we fall asleep. We have a lot in common who would have thought I'm going to miss him when we leave.