21 Dont cry (1/2)

Warning graphic violence in this next chapter

I wake up trying to catch my breath ever since me and Nikki bonded she keeps sending Visions in her sleep of when Zek had her and was torturing her.

This vision was of Nicki hanging by her wrist from the ceiling. Zek injected so much silver into her body that she was bleeding it from her ears and nose and had trials of silver running down the corners of her mouth and eyes. Zek had a whip in his leather-covered hands. The strap was nothing but pure silver to the handle as he let it fly through the air and land across her back she was literally on the verge of death until he called Jessie to come and remove it from her body. Not once did Nicki make a sound, or did she shed one single tear?

Before I can even catch my breath or process what I just saw, the next one comes in, and I think to my self how much more can she have gone through this is horrible without really wanting the answer I get one.

This time it is the most horrific thing I've ever seen in my life. It's so bad it put everything else she has been through to shame. Zek has Nikki impaled on a metal spike that is coming out through the side of her neck. Nikki arms and legs have hooks through them. The chains that are coming out of the hooks are bolted to the wall. They are pulling so tightly it looks like they're about to rip off her arms and legs. Nikki has a silver chain around her neck; it is pulling her head up. Its to point to where it could rip her head from her neck. Once again, she has been skinned. Above her head in the ceiling is a sprinkler system that is continuously pouring ravine and Wolf's Bane on top of her. You can see smoke coming off of her body. It is so strong of a mixture that is burning giant holes in her muscles down to her bones. All the while, Zeke is continually hitting her with the silver whip. Once again, Nikki never makes a sound or sheds a single tear. I look closely at her face, and I see that her mouth and her eyes have been sewed together. I can't take it anymore. I know I'm a grown man and should be able to handle this!!!

I just hate that my mate had to go through this. I'm amazed that Nikki has not gone insane from having to live through this and having to relive through it every single day. I reach over and lightly Shake Nikki to awake her up she looks up at me with a confused look on her face.

Is everything okay, Eric”?

I smiled at her and say,” yes, everything is fine. You just had a bad dream. I just wanted to check on you”.

Nikki Rolled back over and went back to sleep. So I decided to go ahead and get up and make us some breakfast. On my way to the kitchen, I then think to myself; I have no idea what Nikki likes. I turn around and head back to Nikki and Jessie's side of the house and yell from the hallway JEISS CAN YOU PLEASE COME OUT AND TALK TO ME!

After forever, I see her taking her sweet ass time coming down the hallway.

Bloody hell woman I don't have all day could you hurry up just a little bit if you don't mind I like to get back to Nikki.

WILL I NOT THE ONE YELLING AT PEOPLE AT SIX IN THE FUCKING MORNING TO WAKE UP NOW AM I JACKASS!

What do you want, Eric?

I just wanted to know if you knew what Nikki like for breakfast? Can you please tell me I would like to cook her for today”.

Jessie gaze softens,

yes, Nikki likes pancakes, bacon, and orange juice. But she Love's bacon so you better make a lot”!! She then smiles at me and turns around and walked away.

I head back to the kitchen and make us breakfast. I end up making two packs of bacon just to be safe. I sure hope she can eat as much as I can. Once I have everything place on the tray. I get two glasses of orange juice and walk back to the room. When I get back to the room, Nikki is still asleep, so I sit our food down on the table and walk over and lay down beside her and kiss the side of her Temple to wake her up; she smiles at me and says,” good morning.”

Good morning how are you felling?

About that time, she gets a look of excitement on her face. It's so dame hilarious. Nikki says,” is that bacon I smell”? Before I can answer her, she has already thrown the covers off of the bed and is running to the table. I think to myself; I guess my girl does love bacon. By the time I get to the table, she already has mouthful bacon and is filling up her plate.

Hey, save me some bacon too! You know I love bacon”! She just smiles and keeps showing her mouth full.

I sit in amazement at how much she can eat and the fact I found someone that loves bacon more than me I can't help but laugh when she looks up at me and says what are you looking at around a mouth full of food.

Nothing sweetheart I am, just happy to finally be here with you and to have someone that loves bacon too.

OW, I thought you were staring because I inhaled all the food, sorry, by the way. Also, are you done with your plat?

Really how are you still hungry? But yes, you can have it if you want it. I say as I slid it across the table to her.

She looks down at the table, and I fell like I may have hurt her felling dame it; that's not what I was trying to do. I quickly tell her I am sorry I was just playing. I didn't mean to hurt your feeling about eating.

NO, it's not you. I just was thinking about something Zek said about how I should not eat so much and how I need to keep my body just the way it is.

Also I kind overeat now every changs I get because I don't know how long it is before I can eat aging after what I when through with for the first year, I only got food once a week and a one mouth full of blood except when Zek took the game to far and had to give me more blood to keep playing his game.

After that, I got to eat once a day as long as I did what I was told and did not try to escape anymore.

Baby girl, I am sorry you went through that, and if there were anything I could have done, I would have I tried to find you I did. But I am going to tell you this FUCK ZEK AND WHAT HE SAID you eat as much and as often as you want hell that's my new mission in life is to make sure you're never hungry again and to let you try every kind of bacon food there is okay.

She just smiles at me and says, can we have Dr pepper and chocolate too?

Yes, we can have anything you want after that we eat in a kind of peaceful quiet.

After we finish breakfast, I ask Nikki. Would you like to go for a walk with me, sweetheart?

Yes, I would like that did you have in mind?

I think maybe around the lake, what do you think?

Sure, let me get ready, and I meet you back here in 30 mins, okay.

Once she was gone, I get an idea to make her a picnic basket. I call Jessie and tell her I have a crazy idea, and I need her help and to please meet me here in five minutes. Once she says yes, I call rick to distract Nikki after that, I get dressed and wait for Jessie.

Once Jessie gets to my room, I explain what I want to do and way.

You want to what do get me wrong this is sweet, but how in the fuck do you think I am going to pull off making chocolate and bacon-flavored blood much less anything else?

If anyone can do it, it's you; please try. I want her to remember this day just in case something happens to me way yall are gone. I want here to know I tried for her to do one thing at lees I said I would do.

Dame you Eric why are you thinking like that you know you be fine, and we will see you soon, but now I have to help you because I want to make shit up to her to after everything we been through and just so you know I never want to hurt her. I have been protecting her for four years now. She didn't even realize I the one that helped her get away from Zek the first time he acted her; I have always been on her side.

Then why did you do all that shit her? I not trying to fight with you or judge you, but can you please help me understand?

To live to fight another day for both of us, I had no choice there something I can't tell you yet, but one day I promise to tell you and Nikki everything.

I believe you we are family now, and family dose does not lie to each other, and yes, I know there may be things you can't tell me, but we are good okay.

So back to the blood and food thing, can you do it?

I try okay now go away. I'll send it to you when everything ready.

As I walk out the door to meet Nikki, I yell THANK YOU!

TWO HOURS LATER.