Chapter 393 - Say See You Soon (1/2)

Chapter 393 - Say See You Soon

"I shouldn't be guilty, but I aht that I would be fine But I am not," Mother Lin looked at her with a face full of sorrow "I couldn't - I didn't think about ould have happened, and that's why I am a fool I rushed ahead like an idiot, and I think it's about time I repent"

"Mother, you don't have to"

Mother Lin shook her head and took Su Wan's hand in hers "I rong I thought that I loved ht to do what I did, but when I saw you hurt, suffering from fever because of the backlash you suffered I was hurt I felt likein two I didn't want you to suffer I can't take back what I did, so I will leave for a while"?r?ew???૦ѵ?? c?rasped Mother Lin's hands She was angry, yes but, "I never said I want you to leave, I -"

"I know you are kind like that," sighed Mother Lin, "butit will take to forget their anger But that's not why I want to leave I want to go away for a while for my own peace of mind"

"Peace of mind?"

"Yes," said Mother Lin with a nod "It's hard, you know, trying to escape the guilt when you know you rong in some way or other I promised to treat you well, yet I brokehere will only o to a temple and pray for my sins"

Su Wan's heart felt bitter as she looked at Mother Lin's sotten over your sickness I don't think it's right to travel right noouldn't have changed my actions even if you had told me I do blame you, but I don't hate you,inal self in a jiffy You don't have to do this I don't regret choosing this"

"It's not for you It's for uilty," said Mother Lin slowly, as she caressed Su Wan's cheeks "I can't live while feeling guilty, even if you don't blaive ive myself without repentance"

Su Wan stared at Mother Lin, feeling confused She couldn't understand She was just an outsider; Mother Lin didn't have to feel guilty because of her She shouldn't feel hurt after watching her get hurt "Mother -"

"What's that look? Stupid girl" Chuckled Mother Lin atery laughter "I a for sixof time, you know It will pass"

Su Wan inhaled a deep breath, and her eyes flickered as she thought about so She knew that even if she tried to stop mother Lin, mother Lin's mind was set She wouldn't listen to whatever she told her now "When will you be leaving, ? Can you tellfor Gu Shuo temple in the capital," answered Mother Lin calmly "Sister Zhu toldhistory of bringing luck to one's fa of that te one's mind at ease I think I will stay there for sixYour father and I will leave to at dawn"

Su Wan looked up, stunned "Isn't it too sudden?"

"I don't want to disturb my sons, neither do I want theain your forgiveness Wan Wan, and theirs too," said Mother Lin looking out of the"If Ah Yan's luck affects you adversely, then the least I can do is to pray for your luck to shi+ne brighter than his So, Wan Wan, I will say goodbye to you For now, please relay tobecause I am too cowardly to face them and see the hatred in their eyes for me"