Chapter 238: Sia (2/2)

Varian, however, sighed "You can stop putting on that "

Sia's voice rose with anger, her chest heaved up and down "What do you ma was there to protectXander's vassals because you thought I was dead

Don't even try to refute me The attacks stopped immediately after I returned to acadeht after ere attacked by the De

It's all your…condition, isn't it? And why go to such lengths?

It's because you care

Don't lie to yourself anymore, Sia" Varian's eyes were filled with pity as he softly said to the girl clad in a black dress

"I-I a to myself You're just d-delusional!" Sia countered Her shoulders were trehtly

Varian felt his heart hurt even ht and continued "Our home is rebuilt

Every place, every room, every time has your memories…please come back"

Sia's shoulders trembled as she uttered "I…don't care"

"Then why are you crying?" Varian walked up to her and asked

"Because it hurts! Fool!" Sia turned around and cursed Her face was filled with tears and her lips were bleeding fro them too hard

"…I will make up for you So, Sia…" Varian raised his hand to wipe her tears…but only until he touched empty air did he realized she was now only a virtual avatar

"YouYou idiot! I hate you! I hate you!" Sia punched hih him

But she kept at hi

Varian let her do as she wished With each punch, the tears rolling down her cheeks only increased

Looking at her tear stricken face, Varian felt like his heart isted Sia never cried this leaia and sadness "How rief

"Huh?" Varian was taken aback

"I—" Even though he too was a victi about her

He couldn't iet about him…if the traces of his very existence were erased

'You had to deal with everything by yourself But, from today, you won't be alone' He vowed to himself

"I remembered till I am sixteen years" Varian said and explained his et the flashback of a single event and then, overtiinal

For instance, previously, in his memory, it was always Amanda who cooked for him

But after the recent flashback, every ed and now he could see it was actually Sia, not Ahschool He was always alone in them But now, he ith Sia

In a sense, his memory adjusted itself to a reality where Sia didn't exist But now, everything as slowly turning real

"N-No!" Sia's face paled She hurriedly took a step back Her voice and body shi+vered as she said "You're asking me to come back since you have only 16 years of memories…no wonder…"

Varian froorry and said "What if I recover all my memories? It will still be the sa each second, the glow she had previously was nowhere to be seen "Y-You don't know"

"I…I've read the letters already I know everything" Varian said, grinding his teeth "I don't care what happened Co will be the sa will be the sanation and deep sadness

"Trust me!" Varian retorted He just wanted her back Why was this so difficult?

Sia silently wiped her tears that were falling and looked at hireith you and gave you a bunch of photos, would you…still have the exact feelings you have for me now?"

Varian wanted to retort He wanted to yell it didn't matter But…

"No" He said weakly

She was right The emotions he felt for her now, the intensity could never be possible without actual experience

"I'ave up on yourself for 1 year! 1 whole year! That is what your grief did to you Once you have thather lip so hard that it started to bleed, Sia clenched her fists and yelled

Varian flinched at her ree?

Can I feel the sarowled "I'll deal with it when it comes But now, come back"

"No! That day will come I will only hurt you and ed and she covered herfor irl…keep her happy"

"Are you crazy?" Varian was furious "I get to decide what I feel you and if you deserve it or not

I gave up after her death Yes, I did It was pathetic

But are you not doing the same? You just want to run away from me, don't you?"

Sia took deep breaths Finally, her tear stricken face cracked a beautiful s away

I' sorrow and destruction So I'll run away from you…so that you can be safe and happy"

The video call started to end and her virtual avatar started to disintegrate

Varian yelled out loud "Even if you run to the ends of solar system, I'll find you!"

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