Chapter 238: Sia (1/2)

Chapter 238: Sia

"Varian…" Sia slowly said, her beautiful face had a cold expression It? that a coldness he wasn't familiar with

She showed no emotions and just uttered his name

"S-Sia…" Varian didn't care about the fluctuations in his voice

He slowly took a step forward and reached out his hand to touch her Instead of feeling the warmth of her hair, all he felt was the coldness of the air

…She wasn't here after all

Varian felt a faint loss but quickly cheered himself

They were able to h a video call

"You really cahed softly Her cold expression melted a little

Varian withdrew his hand and clenched his fists He tried to control hi was it since he heard her?

He could recognize it even in a million voices!

Soft, kind and pleasant With a touch of affection and closeness Her voice always filled brightened his day

But

…Why was her voice so lonely?

…Why was it so cold?

No, he knehy After all the hardshi+p she endured…

"I really did" Varian smiled from the bottom of his heart

Sia paused for a moment and then shook her head indifferently "I don't want to see you again"

Her expression remained frosty…but it was her words that made hih Enig it from Sia herself, Varian felt as if his body was frozen

For a led to even breathe

He felt a pain deeper than any physical injury It was like his heart was prickled with needles and stabbed all over

"…Why?" Varian asked, barely co from me?

Why did you never contact me?

That one word contained his million questions

Sia's avatar paused for a aze now had resentment "Your first promise You promised to protect me Did you ever?"

Varian felt like air was knocked out of his lungs He opened his mouth to reply but no words came out

Except for the first few years, it was always her protecting hi hiaze turned sharper, piercing his heart "Roxana…when I had to endure all the pain for 121 days, where were you?

When I cried every day from pain, when I just wanted to die, when I wished I was never born…when I needed you the most,

Where were you?"

Varian flinched and took a step back His face was pale and he closed his eyes in pain

Her words were sharp, but it was i her pain that hurt him the most He hated hiue that even if he was there, he could not help her He could also justify it as hi could take away her suffering And the fact that he was never there for her was an indisputable fact

"…" Like a fire uilt melted whatever words he had

All he could do was stare back into her eyes in hopes of sharing the pain she had to suffer to turn this cold

Sia looked at his silence and raised her head Her golden eyes that used to be soft were now filled with indifference "I am level 7 now I can take care of "

Saying so, Sia turned around

Her voice turned increasingly colder "Any last words?"

Varian's clenched fists loosened and he took a deep breath He looked at her aloof back and said sincerely "I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you

Out of our little family of three, you are all I have left

I failed my promises…so I want to make est yet, but I can keep you safe And soon, I'll be the strongest"

Then Varian's voice turned incredibly cold "And to avenge you, I'll exterle soul in that island None of them will live It's a promise…a pro to him She didn't even turn around and …especially when you forgot I ever existed It's actually funny"

Varian stared at her back…which now appeared lonely and hurt "Actually, I still remembered a part of you"

His voice turned melancholic "I would drea, but I saw you everyday Doctors told me it was symptoms of my depression…I tried to convince myself that was the case

But…no et you

My ot you I don't kno, I don't knohy, but you were alithherself

"…I don't care anymore You live your life, I live mine" She said, her voice colder than millennia snow

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