Chapter 236: Four Letters [2] (2/2)

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'…every time I see you, I am reminded of her I can't take it Please…leave'

Before I knew it, my cheeks et and why is this hurtingyou ever said toharsher than that

I deserve it I have no complaints But…

The way you said those words, I knew you s could improve

I passed the entrance test of Imperial Defense Academy

I skipped a few days of school on leave and returned teeks later, hoping you could've gotten better

I saw you on the couch playing videos of Amanda…I was not in any of them I didn't feel sad about that

But when you saw me, your eyes shrank and your face paled…the world crashed on me

I knew at that ave up You resigned

And I was the perpetrator

I was the one that crushed your dream Your hopes Your hard work

I tried to talk, but the longer I stayed, the e between us wasn't so words could solve You built up walls around you, not lettingin front of you reo far away If my presence pains you, then I will never appear

But…even if I a before I realized, you've become irreplaceable to me

I pray that one day, you awaken and stand at the top like you alished for…I will be content watching you from the crowd"

"Huu…" Varian leaned back in his chair

He felt incredibly fatigued His body was still full of energy, his brain could also think…yet, he felt totally weak

It was like…a part of hi

He was lucky…Sia didn't choose to destroy the black box but instead buried it under the house She didn't want him to find it out…but maybe she hoped he did find out one day

"I was an idiot" Varian slapped his face

But he could understand his reaction His father died early and even though Amanda didn't spend much ti her was devastating Eventhat his life was picked over Amanda's

It was as if…

"She died because I had to live…It's ht that repeated itself in his brain a trillion times Perhaps the reason Varian tried to stay away frouilt

But he wasn't even in a state to explain that It was a deeply painful experience

It was undeniable that being reht was torturous

Yet, Sia took everything to heart and left

After his ed, it didn't happen any at her in the eye And even if the ered, he was mind path awakener now

He could control hioing to respect her wishes and stay away from her?" Boo asked

"After all, she never contacted you again after you awakened"

Varian took a deep breath and rolled his eyes With a size Boo, go to Shadow Guardian's secret realm"

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