Chapter 236: Four Letters [2] (1/2)

Chapter 236: Four Letters [2]

"…I am sorry

I knoords are worthless colanced at the dried-up watermarks all over the letter

Her tears

Sia usually didn't cry For her to cry this much, just how devastated was she?

"Because of me, Amanda died…I'm sorry

I'm really the worst

She loved me as much as she loved you…I never felt a difference

Yet…in those moments, my mind, I-I don't know

It was instinct perhaps…

But…it's all on me

I saved you at the cost of her life I chose your life over hers…I could've saved both…yet, it's all my fault

Why did I…

She died because of me…"

Varian closed his eyes in pain He was only halfway through the letter, but it was very painful to read

So, in those critical moments, Sia chose to save him over her She believed she could've saved both but at that hh!" Varian bent his head and roared

If only he wasn't present then, she could've saved Amanda

Das could've played differently

There was no if…and he had to bear the weight of his past

Pulling strength fro the letter Her tear e and even blurred soony of the lost lines as well

"…I was in pain Her death was deeply painful, but seeing you crushed hurt me the most

I tried to talk to you…you wouldn't listen

I told myself it was your heavy injuries…but even after you were fully healed, you didn't listen

Couldn't listen to me

Your eyes, which used to shi+ne with resolve…lost their focus Your back was hunched, you stared dully at the ceiling, refusing to get out of the bed

I stayed with you for three days and three nights…I was looking at your eyes, hoping you would regain a bit of clarity

Then, I asked you…if you would want to go to the dungeon…to grow stronger and fulfill your drea those words, I felt shauilt

Yet, at those words, you turned and faced ained their clarity They were no longer soulless

But theeyes, aze, yet devoid of any hope

You answered

You didn't yell at me, you didn't cry, you didn't even speak louder than usual