Chapter 83： near (1/2)

Ji Ling was aggressive, his eyes were dull.

I really don't understand what I just said has any logical relationship with the man's confession ...

He looked at the man's deep, gentle black eyes. In those eyes, there was no half-smiling joke, only seriousness, Ji Ling's face was slightly hot, embarrassing.

I'm telling you to come out and start again, but you can't just confess yourself just to confess!

Was this decision too hasty? !!

Ji Ling almost wanted to blurt out and say that he didn't like men, but in his mind flashed those words that Ning Yue questioned him. The thing that he had been so sure of was suddenly not so sure. If he hovered on the tip of his tongue, he could not export.

After a while, he froze, and whispered, "You, you don't like me."

Ji Ling reached out to push Jing Sui and wanted to leave from here.

But the man's hand imprisoned him like an iron clamp. He didn't seem to be surprised by his refusal. He was still obsessed, his eyes were dark, his voice was slow and low: "Why?"

Ji Ling was completely dumbfounded. For the first time, he met such a dead-headed president. I refused you. Why would you ask? Why is there such a thing? Isn't it good to give each other some face?

Jing Sui stared into his eyes and slowly said, "Of course there is a reason not to like a person, so why do you hate me?"

Ji Ling: "... I didn't say I hate you."

Jing Sui raised his lips: "Then you just like me?"

Ji Ling: "I didn't say I liked you!"

Jing Sui said slowly: "Since you don't hate me, how can you say you don't like me?"

Ji Ling: ...

This is simply rogue logic. Ji Ling can't help crying and laughing. Please look at your identity. You are my mother's boss! Is it appropriate for me to say such a thing? what? !!

If you fall in love with your mother's boss, and you are also your mother's male boss, Ji Ling can hardly imagine how beautiful the day the thing was known!

He held his hot face, his eyes rolled, and said, "Why do you like me? If you like someone, you have a reason, right?"

Jing Sui looked at the sly eyes of the boy in his arms, his dodging expression, as if returning to the past.

At that time, he mistakenly thought that the teenager liked himself, and in the face of his pressing, the teenager also stepped back. At that time, he thought it was the shyness of the teenager. Now he understands that he just does not want to accept himself and does not want to be with him. Closeness, no other reason.

But he was nostalgic for him and fell in love with him, even if he never had himself in his heart.

At the bottom of Jing Sui's heart, pain and softness intersected, he laughed lowly: "You need a reason?"

Ji Ling nodded strongly! He counted in his heart, we have only seen three times in total!

Jing Sui's voice was low and dumb: "Only when I see you, can I forget that person, forget his deception to me, forget the fact that he left me ... Only you make me feel that I can fall in love with someone again . "

Ji Ling: ... Booming, which dog blood drama was filmed at this scene?

Ji Ling swallowed a bit, regretting that he had just made a few blunders. He groaned for a moment and then said: "I think it's better to think about it carefully, after all, it's someone you have loved for so long. Was it a bit hasty to let go? What if you regret it later ... "

Jing Sui sighed softly, "You just persuaded me to let him down, saying he wasn't worth my like."

Ji Ling: I know that qaq is wrong

Jing Sui looked at his eyes, a bitter smile on his lips, and his voice seemed to have a painful meaning in his low voice: "So, you just hate me so much that you would let me continue to like someone who is not worthy of like, Give me a chance, don't you? "

Ji Ling: "... No."

Jing Sui asked him again: "Then you are disgusting that I have loved someone else?"

Ji Ling: "... It's not." He wasn't so ky. He had a history of feeling that he was abandoning others, which was far worse than that he was not a virgin-male-virgin.

Jing Sui said: "Then you think I am older than you?"

Ji Ling: "... It's okay, too." He was only in his teens, and he had even seen an uncle like Carlos.

Jing Sui smiled slightly: "Then you don't seem to have a reason to dislike me. In that case, why don't you accept my love for you?"

Ji Ling was finally speechless and panicked away from Jing Sui's sight.

He looked behind Jingsui, his face pale and his voice of panic slightly raised: "Mom, why are you here?"

Said violently pushing Jing Sui.

Jing Sui slightly froze, finally let go of his hand, his face changed slightly, he turned to look behind him, but there was no one behind him.

Ji Ling ran away.

Jing Sui froze and realized that Yang Wei didn't come. He turned his head and looked at the back of the boy's escape. For a long while, he gave a self-deprecating chuckle. There was some sadness in the laughter, and some loneliness in relief.

You really haven't changed at all. You are still used to running away from me again and again. The truth was close to me but I didn't see it ... It's me who is stupid and blinded by the illusion. This obvious fact hasn't been used for a lifetime See through.

This is the real you, leaving all you in disguise.

The one who obviously doesn't love me, but makes me unable to let go.

………………

Ji Ling used the plan to get rid of Jing Sui, and fled back like a fire, but his heart was really terrible. Did he trigger any overbearing president who fell in love with my flag? How can you even encounter such a sharp weapon!

Thinking of Mr. Fu's words, until now there is a kind of unrealistic feeling, like dreaming.

He patted his face, felt calm and returned to his room.

That night Ji Ling had a nightmare again.

He even dreamed that Jing Sui also wore it. Jing Sui saw the novel, and then grabbed him angrily and asked him why he should lie to him. He could only cry and say that he was not intentional, he It was also forced, but Jing Sui didn't listen at all and directly locked him into a small black room ...

The next day Ji Ling got up and found that his clothes were sweaty-he wiped a cold sweat, and thought that he really thought about it, how could Mr. Fu be so calm if Jing Sui was? It will definitely be blackened!

And no matter what, if you really bend, it's impossible to fall in love with your mother's boss!

Let's go back together.

On the way back, Ji Ling started to make an ostrich shape. Although he felt that Mr. Fu should not be widely spoken by the public, he was still very uncomfortable, lest he be found by the other party and wish to reduce his sense of existence.

Jing Sui's eyes fell on the young man's body, watching him play his mobile phone with his head down, without squinting, and laughed at himself.

It seems that I really do not want to see me.

He was silent for a while and turned around when he was about to enter the waiting room. Shen Zhuoming said in surprise: "General Fu, where are you going?"

Jing Sui said lightly: "Buy milk tea."

Shen Zhuoming: "..."

Ji Ling was sitting next to her mother, she was looking down at her cell phone, and she would rather send a message to him and ask him when he would return, saying there was something to find him.

Ji Ling took his ticket and issued it, saying that he would be back today.

Ning Kehan ​​said yes, waiting for you to come back and contact you.

Ji Ling was absent-minded and didn't know what Ning Kehan ​​was looking for himself ... Suddenly, a long, good-looking hand was stretched out in front of him, holding a cup of milk tea in his hand.

He raised his head stupidly, facing the handsome and gentle face of the man, and couldn't help but twitch a little.

Jing Sui thin lips slightly raised: "For you."

Ji Ling: "..."

This is not right, the dignified president went to buy me milk tea, this is what my boyfriend does ...

Please pay attention to your image, my mother is sitting beside me!

Yang Wei also saw this scene, and she stood up politely and unexpectedly, "General Manager Fu, what are you doing? It's very kind."

Jing Sui smiled slightly: "It's just a matter of raising a hand. I like Xiao Ling very much, and I am very close to him."

Xiao Ling fell into Ji Ling's ears, and his body was stiff, as if held by something, sitting silently without moving.

Yang Wei looked at Jing Sui's gentle appearance and smiled. Although this man always seemed serious and dare not to be despised when he was working, he was still a young man in front of her in normal times. A lot easy going, I didn't expect him to get along with his silly son.

She looked back and found that Ji Ling still looked at Jing Sui innocently, without reaching out to pick it up, and patted her son's head: "Thank you, Mr. Fu."

Ji Ling just looked back. He stood up and reached for milk tea. His fingertip accidentally touched Jing Sui's fingertips, and he quickly collected it like an electric shock. He didn't dare to look at him. Thank you."

Jing Sui's voice was mute: "You're welcome."

He rubbed the boy's head casually, then turned around and left.

Yang Wei then looked down at her son and laughed, "When this child, have you been so familiar with President Fu, why haven't you seen you say anything?"

Ji Ling is in a difficult position. He wants to say that we are not familiar with it! I've only seen it a few times in total! But people have confessed to me.

How did he tell his mother about this?

He had no choice but to say, "Actually, it's not very familiar ..."

Ji Ling finished speaking, lest her mother bring up the topic again, looked at the time, and said, "Ah, it's almost time, let's go in line!"

When Yang Wei saw that her son didn't want to mention it again, she shook her head with a smile.

Fortunately, Jing Sui was sitting in the first class on the plane, and Ji Ling and his mother were both sitting outside, so they would not meet again, so he was relieved. He turned off the phone and looked at the tea with milk in his complex expression, tightening his fingers slightly.

If, if he is really Jing Sui ...

Is this possible?

The man he said was talking about loving him, but actually the one who lied to him and left him relentlessly?

Ji Ling closed her eyes and was afraid to continue thinking.

Sometimes he feels like a coward. When he encounters a problem, he wants to avoid it. When he can't choose something, he wants to run away. He always runs away and escapes. He never thought about facing the problem, but ... he really Just don't know how to face it.

This complicated emotional problem has gone beyond what he can handle.

He couldn't think of any other way than escape.

Ji Ling quietly opened her eyes a slit, looked at her mother, and was convinced that she had returned home. Then her heart slowly settled down, and she closed her eyes and fell asleep before long.

A few hours later, the plane landed at the airport.

Yang Wei pushed her sleeping son and said quietly, "Xiao Ling, here it is."

Ji Ling rubbed his eyes stupidly, followed his mother to get off the plane, looked up and saw Jing Sui inadvertently, the man looked at him from afar, raised his corner of the mouth and smiled at him.

Ji Ling: ...

His face was red-hearted, and he didn't dare to look at it again. Pulling his mother to speed up the pace, hurry away, he will be intercepted if he does not leave, he has this feeling of foreboding!