Chapter 84： doubt (1/2)

Ji Lingxi looked at Ning Yu.

The young and handsome face looked a little dim in the dim light, except for the black eyes, which were lightly and gently brewing.

Ji Ling's face flushed with redness. Mo, somehow why tell me your secret, and we are not familiar with that point, what does your secret tell me to do?

Ji Ling's heart throbbed. He turned his head and continued to watch the movie, just as if he hadn't heard anything.

After Ning Yu saw him pause for a moment, he turned around to avoid himself, remained silent for a while, and continued to watch the movie casually.

But ... do you really know nothing about our existence? Not aware of my expression? Or do you actually notice it, but don't want to admit it?

No matter which one ...

Ning Yu closed her eyes, covered her disappointment, and then gave out a helpless chuckle. You really haven't changed at all ...

You are still not ready.

Ji Ling looked at the movie screen intently, seeming to be very focused. In fact, his attention has always been on the young people around him, and his mood is tense, curious, and complicated, but he desperately refuses to look back at each other.

He was very contradictory, but he didn't know what he was contradicting.

Does he want to know? Still don't want to know? Still afraid to know?

Ji Ling didn't understand.

He didn't even understand what he was struggling with, and he couldn't understand why he couldn't simply reject the other person like he had rejected Mr. Fu before.

When the movie ended, it was late, and Ji Ling did not refuse Ning Yu to send him home. It didn't take long for the car to stop downstairs again.

The cool breeze seems to calm down some ambiguous breath, a little more indifferent.

Ji Ling suddenly remembered the first meeting in the villa of Ning Kehan, when he heard Ning Yue's name as Ning Yu and was astonished. That night, Ning Yue also drove him home.

What did you think then?

Ji Ling looked back at her, uncomfortably looking away, and said in a low voice, "Thank you today."

Ning Yu looked at the young boy's handsome face, and looked sloppy, and smiled softly: "It should be me thank you, thank you for giving me a chance."

Ji Ling blushed again. He really didn't know what to say, so he turned around and left.

When he got home, Mom and Dad had rested. He quietly returned to the room, was about to go to wash, and suddenly his cell phone rang. A message from Ning Yue came in: I ’m very happy tonight. Yes ... good night.

Ji Ling couldn't help walking to the window, looking out through the gap in the curtains, and found that Ning Yue's car was still parked outside.

Some kind of strong, hard to ignore premonition emerged from his heart again.

Do you want to tell me a secret? what exactly is it?

Why do you like me?

Ji Ling's finger rested on the mobile phone, and almost wanted to ask this question, but he hesitated for a long time, and finally returned only two words: good night.

Ning Yu sat in the car, raised his head slightly, and saw the teenager's home.

There was a thin body in the window, which was illuminated by the light-the projection fell on the window, and it disappeared after a while, and the mobile phone received a reply from the other party.

Ning Yu looked at the simple two words and slowly smiled.

Really kind-hearted child, in fact, I want to tell you, I ’m really happy, you can show your own look without any restraints, do what you want to do, and never have to play anyone Do anything against your will.

I now understand that you were helpless at that time, and after all, I was more like a fool who didn't know what to do ...

Fortunately, you are back.

And you didn't lie to me in the end.

This is the next thing I've traveled to every corner of the world for so many years ... the thing that makes me most happy.

Since you don't want to stay in my world, then I come to your world.

This is also good.

………………

Ji Ling returned to school again and devoted herself to enriching her busy study life.

Ning Yue did n’t chase after him, he just sent him some messages from time to time, and occasionally said good night to him, and when he ate something delicious outside, he would take pictures and send him, saying that if you like it, he will take you next time Go ... Even the frequency of sending messages is not high. Sometimes Ji Ling gets busy and forgets to return. Ning Yue doesn't ask anything, and he doesn't often call.

It made him feel relaxed, as if they were really just getting along with friends.

If Ning Yue hadn't said that he liked him, but always reminded him of Ning Yu ... I'm afraid Ji Ling would forget that this person was pursuing him.

Ji Ling was a little late after school that day. He hurried to the cafeteria. The cafeteria had already formed a long line. Wang Yixin and others went to find a seat and arranged Ji Ling to line up. He met Wen Yan again in the cafeteria.

Dean Yu Wenyan looked as handsome and gentle as ever. He looked at Ji Ling, his eyes narrowed slightly, and he smiled, "You are back."

Ji Ling also laughed, and then remembered that before, Yu Wenyan School invited him to discuss the original game, but he fled because of embarrassment, and later he didn't take the initiative to contact each other after returning, which made him a little embarrassed ... Moreover, Yu Wenyan, the only person besides Ning Kehan, knew that he was being pursued by a man, and did not know how to treat himself.

This makes Ji Ling a little hesitant.

Wen Yan looked at Ji Ling's eyes dimly. He actually paid close attention to Ji Ling's development. He learned that when Ji Ling went out, he actually thought about chasing after him, but his senses stopped him. If he really did that ... Is it going to be annoying?

Juveniles may not be ready to accept themselves into this world at all.

Yes, Wen Yan also discovered the novel.

After reading the novel, I realized that he was only a character in a book, but Ji Ling should not be. The many differences in his performance in that world, and all the behaviors that did not match the role of the original book, showed him clearly. In fact, it is the man in this world ... This seems to explain why he can be so calm in this world, and he in this world is more like him, and his eyes are brighter and brighter.

Because this is his real world.

It's his home.

So you already know what kind of person I am, you know the despicable and dirty inside of me, and you know how I betrayed and hurt you ... but you don't mind these, and you don't despise my existence ...

I have never despised or hated me ... you tried to live with me peacefully, but I let you down, in order to get you at the expense of you.

But even so, in the end you protected me.

The pain slowly pulled Wen Yan's heart ...

You came from another distant world, gave me redemption, made me understand how to call-love one, respect one.

I'm actually not qualified to expect your love.

But fortunately, I can come to your world too ...

Meet you again.

"Yu Xuechang, when did you talk about the game last time, when do you have time to talk about it again?" Ji Ling blinked his eyes. He felt this was the kindness of Yu Xueyuan. Of course, he had to take the initiative and never take it seriously. How disrespectful they are to others.

Wen Yan looked back, looking at the boy's uncle and embarrassing eyes, feeling his thoughtfulness, the warm sunny smile, and nourishing his cold heart slowly, permeating through the ubiquitous wound, let him Gradually feel your presence ... you are still so gentle.

He said in a dumb voice, "Any time."

Ji Ling said, "Then tonight, will you?"

Wen Yan nodded.

Ji Ling breathed a sigh of relief, and smiled awkwardly, and then just lined up to him, so he went to have lunch, and when he came out, Yu Xue was no longer there, so he took a plate and ate with Wang Yixin and others.

The afternoon class was over quickly.

Ji Ling had dinner, first went to the library to find a quiet corner, and then sent a message to Yu Xuechang saying where he was.

Ten minutes later, Wen Yan came over, and he took some information with him.

Ji Ling stood up and smiled and beckoned to him.

Wen Yan smiled, came to sit opposite him, and whispered, "Have you waited a long time?"

Ji Ling shook her head: "No, I have just arrived."

"Well ... let me introduce this game first. This game is based on the end of the future. The army of survivors will fight against the zombies. Players can choose different character teams ..." Wen Yan lowered his eyes and took out Own information, slow explanation.

Ji Ling was devoted when he was working. He listened very carefully and raised his doubts from time to time.

Wen Yan said for more than ten minutes, and finally said, "You can draw these characters for your understanding according to your understanding."

Ji Ling bit her nib and thought, saying, "You wait."

When Yu Yu introduced it just now, there was a role of a staff officer who calmly planned and moved. He likes to hide in the dark to attack the enemy. I do n’t know why he thought of Wen Yan.

Although the force is not the strongest among those monsters, the sinister and cunning is absolutely enough!

He picked up the pen and drew it on the draft. Soon a long silver hair was tied behind his head. The man with a soft and handsome face leaped on the paper. It was probably too familiar for him to draw.

Ji Ling lowered his pen and looked up. He accidentally found that the man in front of him looked at himself. In the dark eyes, there seemed to be dark emotions that he couldn't understand, and he couldn't help himself: "Yu Xuechang, what happened to you?"

Wen Yan was not calm, and looked at Ji Ling.

Do you still remember how I look like this, I can hope a lot, have you ever missed me?

It's a pity that I know very well that you always have mercy on me.

But at least you haven't forgotten me, have you?

He has a low voice: "You look good, this is--"

Ji Ling took a look at Wen Yan and looked at his own painting. Just now he was drawn out of his head, and now it doesn't feel right to think about it.

Violates the right of others to portrait!

He closed his sketch book and paused and said, "Forget it, I don't think this painting is good. Let's repaint it. It's too late today, and I will send it to you by email." "

Wen Yan's voice was a bit awkward: "I think it's very good ..."

"Really?" Ji Ling didn't want to bring too much into the past of that world, and he didn't want to confuse that world with reality. He has been troubled recently, so why bother looking for trouble? He smiled: "Let's talk next time."

Wen Yan saw the perfunctory and evasive of the teenager, and he could not exit if he hovered on the tip of his tongue.

He wanted to show his identity, but he was scared to scare the teenager, let him know that he also came to his world, and alienate him to guard himself. He could n’t get along with him like this. He cherishes the time now And everything, reluctant to break the status quo, which makes him very contradictory and painful.

Want to be closer to everything,

But he was afraid that he would lose even what he is now because of an impulse.