Chapter 87： apology (1/2)

Ji Ling's eyes were slightly sour. By the time he returned to his mind, Ning Yu had let go of her hand and stepped back.

At this time Yang Wei just came out of the kitchen, Ning Yu smiled and said to her: "Thank you for your hospitality. It's a bit late and I should go back."

Yang Wei smiled: "Okay, be careful on the road."

Ning Yu nodded, looked at Ji Ling deeply, and turned to push the door away.

Yang Wei looked back and smiled at Ji Ling: "Honestly explain, are you and your sister in love?"

Ji Ling: "... No."

Yang Wei: "Everybody's brother has come to your door. You still said no."

Ji Ling: "... Nothing!"

He turned away in embarrassment, and jumped back to his room, slamming the door shut.

Yang Wei showed a helpless smile. The child seemed to be in love, but the duck did not admit it.

Ji Ling blushed and went to bed-fell down, looked at the top of his head dumbly, after a long while, a smile appeared in his eyes, his lips moved, and he said silently: Thank you.

Thank you for telling me this.

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Ji Ling was inconvenient to move because of a sprained foot. He simply took a few days off to stay at home. He was tired with his father and mother every day. Father Ji was often on a business trip, and went out again within a few days.

Yang Wei usually eats in the company cafeteria. Because Ji Ling is injured at home, she comes back to cook every day for several days.

Fortunately, the company is not far from home, and it is quite convenient to go back and forth.

Ji Ling's injury was not serious. He was a lot better after a few days, and walking was not very problematic. He was worried that his mother was too hard. He often went to the supermarket at the gate of the community to buy vegetables, cut the steamed vegetables and wait. Mother will come back to the pot, which will save a lot of time.

Ning Yu and other friends will send him messages from time to time to ask him if he is better. Ji Ling always responds very well. Don't worry.

This afternoon Ji Ling Zhengwo was playing games on the sofa, and the news of Ning Yu came in again.

Ning Yu: When will you go back to school?

Ji Ling waited until the end of a game before slowly opening the WeChat message: Monday.

Ning Yu's message came back quickly: Was he playing a game just now?

Ji Ling said to you that you are really a clever ghost, but I just didn't want you to guess, so I replied: No, I'm sleeping.

Ning Yu: I was also in that game and saw you online.

Ji Ling's expression froze, and he was about to ask him how he knew. Ning Yu's news came again.

Ning Yu: Wang Yixin told me your number, and by the way, Xiaojia who teamed with you just now is me.

Ji Ling: ...

No wonder just now I feel that this little plus operation is fluent and smooth, it looks like a master, and he is very quiet and takes care of him ... wait, do you know why? And you are so sorry to call yourself Xiaojia?

Never seen such a brazen person :)

Ning Yu: It can be seen that you play games and focus on participation. This mentality is very good.

Ji Ling :?

How do you feel ridiculed?

Huh, the baby is upset and doesn't want to ignore you!

Ji Ling lowered her phone in annoyance and looked up at the time. It was estimated that there was an hour left before Mom returned, so she got up and went out to buy food.

The supermarket is right at the entrance of the community. The environment of the community is pretty good, and the garden landscape is very beautiful. At this point, everyone is usually at work, and almost no people can be seen on the road.

Ji Ling bought some vegetables, carried the bag and walked back along the tree-lined road, and stopped suddenly while walking.

A tall man in a gray suit pushed the door and got out of the car, walking towards him.

Ji Ling froze in the same place. Oops, why did Jing Sui appear here now? Does this answer need to ask? Of course it is—for you!

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Jing Sui came over step by step, stopped in front of Ji Ling, and stared at the young man's face.

The teenager looked a little surprised, a little embarrassed, and a little upset.

He didn't smile at him as unpreparedly as before, and shouted at Mr. Fu, alertness and alienation in his eyes ... Jing Sui was familiar, because in that world, young people always looked at him like this of.

Regret it? Because of the impulse to expose Carlos's identity, he hurt the enemy by one thousand and damaged eight hundred, and even he lost the opportunity to approach.

Jing Sui's lips slowly evoked a self-deprecating smile.

In fact, there is nothing to regret. One day, the truth will be revealed. There is no eternal secret in this world.

It's all right.

Ji Ling looked at the cold look of the man, with dark eyes and lips smiling coolly, and instinctually wanted to step back. As a result, the man grabbed and held his arm, pressed it on the trunk behind him, clutching his hand. The bag also fell to his feet. Jing Sui lowered her head and approached him, her lips raised, her voice low and dumb: "Where do you want to go?"

Ji Ling almost cried.

When he was in Dubai before, he was still wondering why Mr. Fu liked himself. At that time, he was puzzled. Now he finally understands why he said he liked him.

Not only did Jing Sui come to this world, she even became the boss of her mother. This is really terrible ... can it be more ridiculous? !!

Ji Ling panicked and said, "No, I didn't want to go anywhere ..."

The overbearing president looks after the son of the female subordinate. Is this a lack of human nature or a loss of morality? How can I wait online!

Jing Sui looked at the boy's panicked eyes. The boy's reaction was as expected, but ... I was still a little disappointed and unwilling. Am I not doing enough for you and not changing enough?

But you still fear me.

You have no idea how cold and ruthless you are.

I used to always want to make up, but my proximity will only make you farther and farther from me. At that time, I thought I hurt you too deeply ... Now I understand that making up doesn't make any sense, nor is it what you need. of.

You've never loved me, and probably never--blame me.

You are just afraid of me.

Jing Sui's chest was undulating, and there seemed to be chills in his blood. He slowly raised his corners of his mouth, his voice was low and hoarse, with a hint of coyness: "I went to see you that day, you said you didn't have time to listen to me ... He bowed his head slightly, and said slowly in Ji Ling's ear: "I don't know if you have time today?"

The man's low voice was in his ears, so close, as if struck on his heart, he looked very calm, but Ji Ling immediately persuaded!

His heart was beating fiercely, his heart must be calm and not panic!

Although their identities have been revealed now, Jing Sui doesn't necessarily know about the novel. As long as he doesn't know about the novel, he still can save himself. After all, in that world, Jing Sui loved him and wouldn't hurt him.

He must not know those words, and then he will say those words that he likes ...

You can't be self-defeating.

Ji Ling took a deep breath, his eyelashes trembled, looked up at Jing Sui, pretending to be blank: "You, what do you want to say to me ..."

Jing Sui looked at the panic in the teenager's eyes, uneasy. It seems that you are really scared. I know the truth. Although I was really disappointed and disappointed, I never thought of revenge, but you are probably unbelieving ... ...

Jing Sui's thin lips opened slightly, his eyes were sharp as a knife, and he said lightly: "I want to ask you, don't continue to pretend to like someone, should it be a good thing?"

Ji Ling's pupils narrowed, looking at Jing Sui, and fright finally appeared in his eyes.

Jing Sui, he still knew.

I really shouldn't have that fluke ...

Jing Sui looked at Ji Ling's horrified eyes, and the self-mockery smile on her lips deepened. What was she looking forward to? Expect him to tell himself that he didn't mean it, he had a hardship, and he actually cared a little bit about himself?

That's ridiculous ...

To this day, I still have this illusion of self-deception.

Now that everything is in front of you, can you see the facts clearly?

Except for the horrified eyes of the teenager, you are destined to get nothing ...

No matter how much I do, you don't believe that my love for you is enough to weather the storm, or that you never care about my love at all.

If you don't take it to heart, you won't try to believe it.

This feeling is like wishing to dig out your own heart and throw it on the ground, trampling on others repeatedly, but it's a pity that you can't change it.

Jing Sui raised his hand to pinch the juvenile-trembling chin, covered the pain under his eyes with a joke, and chuckled with a smile: "No, you don't pretend to like me anymore, probably from Carlos From the night of the palace, you no longer pretend to like me ... "

So long ago, you said you didn't like it. You see it better than anyone else.

I am passionate, paranoid that you are just being fooled by Carlos.

You actually gave me a chance to get out, but I wasn't sure-live.

Because I love you.

So stubborn and unwilling to see the facts, I hope you love me too, I hope that all misunderstandings between us are just small twists and turns before the happy ending, I hope we can finally become dependents.

But if you are not a lover, how do you become a dependent?

There was a husky smile in Jing Sui's throat.

Ji Ling looked at Jing Sui like this, he was really a bit scared, because he did n’t know what Jing Sui would think, would he not be able to accept the facts and become dark ... But his mood was a bit complicated and sad, after all, It is an indisputable fact that he lied to him and injured him. For a long while, Ji Ling said lowly, "You all know ..."

"Yes." Jing Sui looked at him slowly and said, "What do you have, do you want to tell me?"

At this moment, Ji Ling was sober like never before. He knew what he should say to be the best for himself. He could say that he had troubles and was helpless. He was unwilling to do that and he was not willing to deceive him ...

He can tell the truth-to get Jing Sui's forgiveness, I believe this is the answer that Jing Sui wants to hear.

However, he cannot say so.

Rather than let you continue to be trapped in the past, let me see you as a liar, I am also a liar, it is not worth your love at all, I do not want you to continue suffering, even if you hate me .

This fact is indeed difficult to accept, but now you are still a living person, qualified to have your own life.

Not just as a character in a novel, to love someone who is destined not to love you.

So sorry, I can't give you any explanation.

Ji Ling's eyes shook slightly, and after a moment, he gently said, "I'm sorry."

Sorry, I lied to you.

Regardless of the process, regardless of cause and effect ... I owe you an apology, and this is the only answer I can give you.

Jing Sui held the hand of Ji Ling's wrist slightly, and the pain in his eyes reappeared, his breath flickered.

You really know how to make a knife in the heart of people.

Ji Lingtong's face paled, but this time instead of evading dodging, he looked at Jing Sui's eyes persistently.

Even if you hate me and blame me, I can't give you the wrong answer, that is irresponsible behavior, isn't it?

Jing Sui's voice was a little cool, with a slight smile: "You are very frank this time ... but, aren't you afraid that I will get angry and hurt your mother?"

In fact, Ji Ling was terribly seduced, her calf was shaking, but she said seriously, "You won't do this."

Jing Sui raised his lips: "Oh? Why not?"

Ji Ling's eyes were clear and bright: "I know you won't."

Although this man is sometimes terrible, cold, ruthless, and rational ... but he is proud, and that kind of crazy revenge for a person who does not love him, Jing Sui will not do it, even if he loses The loser is straightforward, not like a clown who loses his mind.

As in that world, he finally decided to let go.

He has the pride and dignity of being a king.

Ji Ling never doubted this.

Jing Sui looked at the juvenile's gaze, and did not move for a long time. The teenager is indeed afraid of himself and ruthless enough, but he knows himself so much and trusts himself ... It makes people feel sorry for him, but he cannot hate him.

Jing Sui suddenly smiled suddenly.

You don't want me to love you. When you realize that I am in love with you, you have been trying to speak clearly and try to push me away.

But you don't know that love is not something that can be given and taken back at will.