Chapter 88： guard (1/2)

On Monday, Ji Ling got up early and said goodbye to his mother. He just went out to the gate of the community and saw the off-road vehicle parked under the roadside tree rolling down the window. Ning Yujun's face appeared and his lips were raised to him far away. A smile appeared.

Ji Ling froze for a moment, then walked over and said, "Why are you here ..."

Ning Yu smiled sideways and said, "Get in the car, I will take you to school."

He saw that Ji Ling was still standing there, a smile appeared in his black eyes, and his slender fingers knocked on the steering wheel, sighing: "Don't stubbornly go to the bus, just rest. Mainly. "

Oh, it sounds very reasonable ...

Ji Ling groaned for two seconds, and calmly pulled up the door and sat up.

Ning Yu saw the teenager deliberately looking out of the window without looking at herself, exposing slightly red ears, and finally pressed the smile on her lips and drove Ji Ling to school.

Ning Yu was very focused when she drove and said nothing.

At first, Ji Ling was still a little nervous, and then gradually relaxed. After more than an hour, the car stopped at the gate of the school. Seeing that Ji Ling was about to get off, Ning Yu finally spoke. The smile was gentle with a hint of jokes: "Be careful, don't stop I fell. "

Ji Ling's face turned red, and he was not stupid, how could it be so easy to fall!

He stopped looking at Ning Yu and turned away.

There was a class this morning, and there are still a few minutes before the class. Ji Ling was just past the time. Wang Yixin knew that Ji Ling would come here today, helped him to occupy a seat in advance, and excitedly beckoned at him again and again, in fact he also It ’s just five days since they did n’t come. People who do n’t know how long they have been apart.

Ji Ling smiled and sat over.

Wang Yixin blinked his eyes and said, "Are you all right?"

Ji Ling said: "It's okay, it's not terminal illness, and it can't die."

Wang Yixin hehe laughed.

Soon the teacher came in. This class is about the history of modern art. Ji Ling listened very carefully and passed in the blink of an eye in the morning. After the class, Wang Yixin said to Ji Ling: "As an apology, I invite you to dinner today."

Ji Ling couldn't remember how many meals Wang Yixin had eaten since he entered school. He didn't refuse, thinking about asking this guy to go out for a few meals next time, although the relationship between people is usually good. It's not worth a few meals, but I'm ashamed to always eat others.

The two went to the cafeteria with a smile, and when they entered the cafeteria door, Ji Ling subconsciously looked at the corner where he used to sit, and found that Wen Yan was sitting there alone, and he couldn't help walking.

Many things happened during this time, he almost forgot that Wen Yan was always waiting for him here. Although neither of them said anything, it seemed to be an invisible agreement.

At that time, he was only a friendly senior, even though he was faintly aware of it, but he didn't want to believe his intuition, but now he has to believe it.

Ji Ling was silent for a moment, retracted his gaze, and went to the other side of the cafeteria with Wang Yixin.

He couldn't do the same as before. If nothing happened with Wen Yan, he would continue to deceive himself as if he didn't know his mind.

Wen Yan sat there alone, raised his eyes, and his sight and Ji Ling passed by, and saw that the teenager looked elsewhere casually, and went to the other side with Wang Yixin.

As if not seeing yourself at all.

He held his hand with chopsticks and slowly tightened. Ji Ling's behavior was clearly avoiding him.

It seems you don't want to see me ...

My feeling is a kind of trouble to you? In that world, you never accepted it. It was the moth that I couldn't control.

Wen Yan lowered his eyes and made a ridiculous laugh.

Ji Ling knew that Wen Yan was sitting not far behind him, but he didn't turn back. He didn't know what else to say to Wen Yan except to show his position with an attitude.

Wang Yixin was a thick-lined man. He didn't notice that Ji Ling was a little bit silent today. One person was talking very vigorously. Blablabla said endlessly. He was excited to share his new relationship with Ji Ling. He was finally a girlfriend! Speaking of his girlfriend's continuous flow, it is a state of love.

Ji Ling thought it was funny, but he still showed his encouraging look.

Simple love is good.

After having lunch, two hours before the afternoon class, Ji Ling and Wang Yixin walked back together, preparing to go back to the bedroom to rest, then Wang Yixin suddenly looked at the front and said: "Yu Xuechang."

As soon as Ji Ling looked up, she looked at Yan Yan's dark eyes and stopped her lips.

Wen Yan smiled and nodded at Wang Yixin, then looked at Ji Ling's eyes, and said softly, "I have something to tell you, do you have time now?"

Ji Ling was silent for a few seconds, and soon made a decision in her heart. Since evasion was useless ... Some words should be made clear in person. He nodded and said, "Okay, let's talk over there."

He handed his book to Wang Yixin and said, "Take the things back for me. I'll go back later."

Wang Yixin didn't notice anything at all, and smiled grinningly, "OK."

After speaking, Ji Ling turned around and left, and finally stopped in a quiet corner. He looked at Wen Yan, took a deep breath, and said, "You already found my identity, right? Starting from that exhibition."

Wen Yan nodded without denying.

Ji Ling felt a bit helpless. He felt a bit complicated about Wen Yan. It was a cruel thing to tell this person not to like himself, but he could n’t respond to his feelings. Isn't it more cruel and ruthless to refuse?

He didn't want Wen Yan to continue wasting time on what was impossible.

Ji Ling bit her lip, looked at his eyes, and said, "You don't like me anymore."

After he said this, he saw the sad look in Wen Yan's eyes flash away, his face was a little pale, and his eyes seemed very sad.

Ji Ling: "..." Suddenly felt like he was swollen?

Just when Ji Ling was in a dilemma and didn't know how to continue, Wen Yan laughed. His voice was low and hoarse: "When you meant it in that world, I already knew it clearly, so I don't need to repeat it again. . "

Ji Ling hesitated for a moment: "Then you still ..."

Wen Yan slowly said: "The reason why I conceal my identity from you is that I don't want you to be troubled by this ... I want to be near you, not only because I used to like you, but because you are me in this strange world The only person you know ... "

The tenderness in his eyes was implicit in hope, and he was like trying to catch and catch the only drowning man who was redeemed, his voice was low and mute: "I am very glad that I am not alone in this world, and that you are here."

Ji Ling suddenly realized that Wenyan hadn't discovered the novel yet?

He thought he came through like him?

This seems to be able to explain his motivation. When he died, he went to a strange world and found himself thinking that he thought he was crossing him, so he approached it carefully. This feeling is probably like he was alone in the interstellar world. At that time, he could meet similar people, and probably would like to get closer ...

I just want to be less lonely.

Or just want someone to talk to.

Wen Yan looked at Ji Ling deeply, his voice faintly begged: "In this world, I can only exist as Yu Wenyan, only as your senior and friend, so ... please allow me to stay with you ,May I?"

Ji Ling froze for a moment, and the determination originally made by Yan Yan had begun to shake again.

He, he feels that he is too swollen, what is going on qaq

I am a person of this world, so I am naturally accustomed to everything now, and readily accept it. But Wen Yan is not. After suffering and despair, he came to a strange world, thinking that he was approaching with hope like him ...

But the result was doomed to be disappointed.

Because he lied to him.

He is not the person he wants ...

Ji Ling's throat was a little stiff: "But, I ..."

Wen Yan lowered his eyes and said lightly, "Yu Wenyan is an illegitimate child. His father didn't look at him at all. His mother was a profitable wife. In order to use him, he restricted his life and put his Feelings are used as bargaining chips. Yu Wenyan is very popular in school. It looks beautiful, but he dare not even choose the person he likes. Therefore, he has always refused the confession of others and has to be humiliated when he returns home. Tell anyone ... because you don't want to accept other people's ridicule, sarcasm, and be treated as a joke at school. But even if you struggle hard, you won't get what he wants. "

Ji Ling stared blankly at him.

Wen Yan raised his lips, his eyes were calm, and even his lips smiled: "But this identity is actually nothing to me. I have experienced much more ruthless reality. Yu Wenyan is actually lucky. He lives in a In a good age, at least you don't have to worry about being killed as a pariah at any time, right? "

Although Wen Yan's expression was always indifferent, as if he was narrating something insignificant, but Ji Ling's heart stunned and felt sad, and it turned out that his identity in this world was so miserable ...

So poor qaq

Wen Yan smiled slightly: "I have never said this to others, but I can tell you, because you are the one who knows my past, and ... in that world, you are different from other nobles, you have been Respect my existence, so even if you knew, you wouldn't laugh at me. "

Ji Ling was sad, her lips moved and no sound came out.

He took a deep breath, and after a long while, looked at Wen Yan seriously: "Now everyone is equal in this harmonious society of the world, don't you be sad, even if you are a little bit ... but you can get it by your own efforts Happy! I don't think others will look down on you! "

Come on, cheer up!

The present predicament can definitely go out.

Wen Yan looked at the boy, his eyes slowly becoming gentle, he said, "Thank you."

As long as I don't say I love you, you can treat me tenderly, you are willing to be kind to everyone, and have mercy on the weak ... In this case, I can pretend not to love you, pretending to have let go.

In the eyes of Wen Yan, he sincerely begged, and said softly again: "I want to know you again, this time, just as your senior, can you?"

Ji Ling thought that this was the worst villain he had ever seen, and that he had spoken about it ...

Every day he stayed in school and looked up without seeing his head. How could he be more determined? As long as Wen Yan is willing to let go of everything in that world and start again, he is not incapable of accepting him as a friend.

Ji Ling hesitated for a moment, and finally slowly said, "Yu Xuechang."

He sincerely hopes that Wen Yan can fit into this world and have his own life, instead of being like a paranoid madman in that world, giving up his life for love, deep enough to destroy everything and even himself.

That love, heavy and breathless.

It makes him feel like he's carrying someone else's life.

Fortunately, Wen Yan now looks much more normal!

He really changed.

Ji Ling's mood is a bit complicated and he is happy for Wen Yan. The previous anxiety gradually dissipated. I believe that with the passage of time, when Wen Yan becomes thoroughly familiar with the world, he will definitely get better and better, and he will finally let go and start again.

It is best not to stimulate him now, lest he get into the dead end again.

With the permission of Ji Ling, Wen Yan reappeared a light in his eyes and asked uneasily, "So do you continue to participate in the game?"

Ji Ling smiled: "Of course."

It's all done halfway, and it doesn't make sense halfway.