70 Own Plans (2/2)
In an unknown place…
A man was sitting inside a small white room with huge mirrors on both sides. Though he could only see his face pretty face, reflected by the mirror, he knew that there were people on the side of it looking at him. They were watching his every move.
Are they laughing at him?
What about pity? Do they pity him for being the fvcking white room?
He frowned at the white padded walls of his room in anger. Yet, he could not vent his anger else he would be forced to wear the cursed jacket.
'What gives him the right to do this to me?' He asked herself as he kept glaring at the walls. He felt betrayed.
They were supposed to be family. Even his only friend allowed him to be put in this place.
He was friends with Suzuki Kyou for a long time, and he did not look at him with contempt when he confessed his love towards him.
But why? Why was he there?
He knew he was not the perfect man for Suzuki Kyou. But who else could be?
'If he wants, I can change into a woman. It does not matter, right?' He thought angrily. 'At least, I need to get out of here first…'
His thoughts were beginning to depress him, and he wanted to destroy something or bang his head on the wall. Then the depression was slowly building up and might turn into anger.
He frowned again and physically turned away from his thoughts to face another white padded wall.
'What do they have that I don't?' He asked herself. Not many people could get close to Suzuki Kyou, and he was one of the few. For him, that was enough to make a difference, and that could not be compared with anyone else regardless of the gender.
He raised a finger to his mouth and started to chew at the cuticle. His mind was running all the things that he could to be able to get out and be free sooner.
His tongue suddenly tasted iron. When he looked at his finger, he sighed in disgust at himself due to the blood. He had chewed on it until it bled. Still, he put the finger back in his mouth to stop the blood flow.
'I need a spa day.' He miserably thought as he glared at her other fingers. He felt dirty since he had never been this disheveled since he was thirteen and realized it was the love he felt for Suzuki Kyou.
Suzuki Kyou is a clean freak, and because of that, he slowly changes himself to one a well.
'I need to get out of here.' He thought desperately.
'Hehe. Then if you get out, what are you going to do, fagot?' His lips started to tremble when he heard the voice again inside his head, nervously.
'Stop… Stop…' He repeatedly changed inside his head as he tried desperately to calm himself down before the voices continue.
'They'll tear me apart.' He fearfully thought as he held his hands to his head and rocked back and forth on the bed. But it was too late. The voices had taken over and continued to mock him.
He made several keening noises for what he felt was an hour as he kept rocking back and forth.
The noises he was making a stop suddenly. He then just lay straight on the narrow bed and stared at the padded ceiling of his room. Several thoughts chased each other in her head.
'I'm the perfect person for Suzuki Kyou, who else could it be? I was born for him, created for him until he met that stupid kid. I must find her, and I must find that girl who changed my beautiful Kyou. Then I'll ruin her, right before Suzuki Kyou's eyes, so he knows how useless she is.'
He maliciously grinned before he laughed loudly. Then he got up from her bed and went to the door.
”Open this door! Open it right now. He had no right to commit me, so open it right now.” He yelled at the door as he banged on it nonstop.
A few minutes later, the door swung inwards, forcing her to take a few steps backward. Then he paled.
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Author's Note:
If you also have free time, please check out my other books, while waiting for the update:
- Beneficial Union: Chasing A Rogue Wife
- Marriage Right's: Billionnaire's Forgotten Wife
- Baby Contract: Forced Deal with a Dragon
- OtherThoughs (For Announcements and Oneshots)
From the bottom of my heart, thank you very much!