Chapter 98 - Thank you for showing me (2/2)
He clutches his ċhėst, unable to breathe. He drops down on his knees. What has he done? That woman did nothing wrong. He doesn't seem to have any strength to get up. He's disgusted by himself.
”Kang Si An?” Ki Mi Ran's friend finds him kneeling in front of the door with a grim pale face. She's frightened. Did he hear everything? She acts as if nothing happened. ”Ki Mi Ran is inside. Did you come to see her?”
”Yes.” He stands up and walks into the ward. For the first time in his life, he notices how repulsive she is. He is even more repulsive than her. He was easily manipulated by this girl and ended up committing an unforgivable sin. ”Ki Mi Ran.”
Ki Mi Ran looks at him with an aggrieved face. There is no flaw. Anyone who saw her would believe that she has been wronged excessively. If Kang Si An didn't hear what he heard a little while ago, he would have blindly believed that she's suffering.
”Do you know what I did because of you?” He walks to her side. Then, can he blame her? She might have manipulated him, but it was his hands and body that wronged that woman.
”Kang Si An.” Ki Mi Ran feels nervous under his gaze. ”What happened to you?”
”If you didn't want the child, you could have told me once. I would have accepted your decision without any complaints. If you didn't want to get married, I would not have forced you.” At this moment, he hates himself the most. ”You knew that, right?”
”I-I...” She shifts away from him, afraid that he might hurt her. ”I didn't know.”
”You didn't?” Kang Si An bursts into laughter. His cold laugh turns her blood cold. He coils his fingers around her neck. ”Then, were you afraid to tell me because you expected me to do this?”
He didn't put pressure. She starts screaming in fear. Standing at the door, her friend starts shouting for help. He lets go of her. He declares with a somber voice, ”Ki Mi Ran, you will pay for your crimes.”
She gulps down. She watches him leave with hurried steps. The doctors and the guards arrive. They check on her. But, there is nothing wrong with her.
In the car, Kang Si An shakes in anger and agony. He is angry at herself. Kwon Kyuri's voices keep repeating in his mind. She told him that she would never forgive him. He doesn't know how to go to her and ask for forgiveness. He doesn't deserve it. He has to see her. He will do everything to get her to forgive him. He left her in such a sorry state. He hurt her without any mercy.
He starts the car and drives toward the apartment. If she asks him to kill himself, he will do it. Her empty eyes keep haunting him. He needs to get to her as soon as possible.
Speeding, Kang Si An takes a wrong turn in a hurry and doesn't see his death coming toward him. The truck slams against his car, turning into something unrecognizable. The blood seeps out of his broken body, spreading out on the concrete. His eyes flutter once before he whispers her name that was unfamiliar to him once.