Chapter 99 - Just let me see her (1/2)

Kang Si An's heart stops multiple times during the surgery. His body is brutally wounded. He has lost a lot of blood. It is a miracle that he is still alive. His consciousness comes and leaves his body.

The news that actor Kang Si An got into a life-threatening accident is all over the country. The drama has been canceled. Kang Si An's fans pray for him every day. His friends have visited. His mother and younger brother are here. Even Ki Mi Ran dared to visit him for publicity.

He can't move or speak because of the wounds on his bodies. He keeps looking for one person. She does not appear before his eyes for once.

The touch of death has broken the seal on the memories stuffed inside his soul. He remembers everything - all the lifetimes and their promises before and after she turned back time. He even remembers all the things that the timekeeper had done to her.

The memories flood through his brain. For days, he couldn't think properly. It's confusing at first. It becomes clear to him eventually who Kyuri is to him.

He killed her with these hands once. He hurt her again that night.

As Li Jun, he might have died for her once. She changed everything to save him and give him a new life. Because of him, she suffered for more than a thousand years. What did he do to her? Nothing. He only gave her pain over and over again. The reason behind her suffering is him.

It was him who told her to find him after changing the past. It was him who told her to make him fall for her. When she came to him, he did those horrible things to her.

He told her once that his soul would remember even if his heart forgot. But, he couldn't remember her when she came. She loved him so much. She watched over him for such a long time. She gave up everything of her for him.

It's too late to remember. She won't forgive him. She already told him that she would never see him again. Even if he dies, she won't come to see him.

When he can bȧrėly move his body, Kang Si An rips the IV from his hand and walks out in the hospital clothes. He takes a taxi to the apartment first. As he has expected, she isn't there. The apartment has been sold already.

He leaves the city right away. He remembers where her parents' home is. It hurts to walk. The blood is leaking out of his bandages. It's already dark when he reaches her home. He couldn't care less. There is only one person who matters. He knocks the door of her house.

Her brother raises his brow when he sees a half-dead man in the hospital clothes. The man is bȧrėly standing, shaking due to the chill in the air. ”Who are you?”

He wonders if he should call an ambulance. The man looks like he will die at their doorstep.

”Kyuri.” Kang Si An tries to push him away. ”Where is she?”

”Who are you?” He grabs his shoulder to stop him. Ever since Thomas Park's visit, her brother has been cautious. His sister left two weeks ago to pursue a new career. When she returned, she kept crying in her room. They thought that she was disheartened because she couldn't do well in the acting career. They tried to soothe her, but she wouldn't stop crying.

Looking at this man, he has a hunch. Her sister's pain is not due to her failure. She isn't the type who would cry over failing in her career.

”Please let me see her.” Kang Si An looks inside and sees her mother comes out of the kitchen with a confused face. Her father is also there. But, Kyuri is not there.

”I asked who are you.” Her brother won't pity anyone when it comes to his sister's welfare. ”Tell me now.”

”I am...” Who is he to her? Li Jun? Kang Si An? He had so many names. However, it's Kang Si An who hurt her the most. ”Kang Si An... tell her that it's me. Tell her that I remember...”

”Stay here.” Her brother glares at him. ”Father, see that he doesn't come inside the house. This man is highly suspicious.”