Chapter 41 - My bad (2/2)
”Honey, I married your previous reincarnation. I doubt that the models, actresses, and your first-time guitarist were my reincarnations.”
”He is still another guy.” He scowls at me. ”How come he got to marry you before I did?”
I turn my back on him. ”You have been with numerous women.”
He snuggles closer. ”After I met you, it was only you while you were seeing someone else.”
”He looks like you. He even has your soul.” I grumble to him. ”Technically, you two are same.”
”I am still jealous.” He lips brush on my shoulder. ”Kyuri, tell me how to change the past.”
I turn around to face him. He still wants to know. ”You can help me. There's a way.”
”Really?” He smiles widely. ”I will do anything. Say it.”
”My second ability is that I can walk into someone else's dreams. Through the dreams, I can access the mind for memories,” I tell him my second secret.
Traveling into someone's dreams and mind is more dangerous than traveling in time. The risk is losing oneself or breaking the person's mind. I once tried it on my brother and I was stuck inside his head for a week. My brother and I were unconscious for that entire period. God knows how freaked out my parents were. After that time, I didn't try this again.
Nobody likes to share their intimate memories and secrets with someone else. I wonder if he would deny it. I could walk into his dream fȯrċɨbŀƴ, but it might cause harm to him. I don't like the idea. He might hate me for invading his mind.
I wonder if he thinks that I am a freak.
”You need my memories to know the future.” He closes his eyes. ”You should run your fingers through my hair. I will fall asleep faster.”
”Kang Si An, are you okay with it?” I put my palm on his cheek. ”If I make a mistake, you might never wake up. For me, you don't have to do this. I will find another way.”
I don't want to risk his future for mine. If I could, I would remove my memories from his mind. However, I don't have that ability.
”Kyuri.” He doesn't open his eyes. ”Do it. Change the future. I don't want to spend my life without you.”
This man will do anything for me. I don't say anything. I don't run my fingers through his hair. A part of me doesn't want him to sleep. His breathing becomes light. I realize that he has fallen asleep anyway. I am scared of entering his dream.
To change his and my future, I need to know the future. I don't know how much of it will help. I have to find the time crystal. I unwillingly touch his temple with my first finger and close my eyes. Falling into someone's dream is faster than falling asleep.