Chapter 41 - My bad (1/2)

Their entangled bodies intensely burn with need. Kang Si An loses himself in her familiar scent. Whispering sweet nothings in her ears, he sees her blush more underneath him. He traces her curves with his hands. She gasps in pain when he shoves his pulsating member inside her cave. Her bust presses against his hard ċhėst. He stops moving when he sees the tears.

”Should we stop?” He asks her.

She bites her lower lip and shakes her head.

”Are you sure?” He is worried. This is the first time when he is sleeping with a vɨrġɨn. Was he too hasty? She is too tight. He should have fingered her more.

She inhales sharply. ”Kang Si An, you are asking me this question when your pėnɨs is inside my vȧġɨnȧ?”

He chortles. ”My bad.”

With another hard shove, the obstacle is cleared away. She cries out in pain. His hip slowly moves against hers. Their tongues are entwined, almost becoming one. She digs her nails on her back when he fastens his pace. She shuts her eyes in bliss and mȯȧns as she wraps her legs around him.

***

He embraces me and asks, ”Was I gentle enough?”

It's too late to regret. Let's blame hormones. I was the one who made the move first. ”Yes.”

”Kyuri, don't leave me alone.” He whispers in my ear. ”Do anything to live and be with me. When you go back, tell me honestly. I love you. I will accept and do anything to save you. Even if I have to give up my life, I will do it gladly. Please. Trust me.”

I can't tell him that it's him. Either he will kill himself or he will live the rest of his life with guilt. ”Tell me about you and your family.”

”My father left my mother when I was seven. My younger brother was born after he left. She raised me and my younger brother by herself. I had a good childhood. When I was in middle school, I joined the band. I dropped out of the band because I slept with the guitarist who turned out to be the girlfriend of another member.”

I frown at him. This guy! He was acting so jealous of Li Jun. He has been sleeping around at such a young age. ”Seriously?”

”I didn't know.” He looks at me apologetically. ”I did a lot of mistakes when I was young.”

”Was that your first time?” I can't resist asking.

”Um... yes.” He looks away nervously. ”She wasn't as pretty as you. It didn't mean anything. I don't even remember her name.”

”Models. Actresses. Guitarist.” I smile at him. ”How many were there before me?”

He doesn't meet my eyes. ”Not many. I don't remember the number. The past is the past. Besides, you also had a lover from hundreds of years ago. You even got married to him.”