Chapter 121 - Stella 3 (2/2)

But god had other plans for us. The road of our love wasn't going to be easy. When I came back home Theo have already retuned from his trip. Then why didn't he inform me?

I was about to call him and then Theo enters at a terrible state. His condition wasn't good. It's far worse than being drunk. He was still in hallucination. Grabbing my arm with all his strength, he took me inside his room. I realised that Theo is unable to hear my words and stop his madness. He begun to touch me passionately like a lover.

” T-Theo... you're drunk..... don't do this” I warned him once again. He refused to come back to his senses. His hands roams over my body.

But surprisingly I was not disgusted by his touch. In fact I wanted more. My eyes went at the flower vase. I can easily grab it then hit him with it. But how strange! I didn't stop him. My body was responding to his touch. I was sober. Never have I felt so ecstatic in my whole life.

Is it because I'm a vɨrġɨn?

Is this why I'm feeling so good after being embraced by a man?

Or what if the reason is the man who's embracing me?

I asked myself one more time before things can go too far. At the end I decided to enjoy it. Of course I had questions but they can be dealt with later. Theo won't remember it and I'll get to loose my vɨrġɨnɨtƴ. I mean I don't really mind giving it to him. Currently he's not in a relationship with anyone. So, none of us doing anything shameful or illegal. I'm an ȧduŀt I can have sėx with whom I like.

Yeah! There's nothing to think more. The night was filled with pŀėȧsurė. My body was on cloud nine. At first it did hurt. Then everything became smooth like buŧŧer. It was night of passion. The only sad thing is Theo was not sober.

When he fell asleep, I kept on gazing at his face. Why did I let him touch me? I never allowed anyone then why him? Please don't tell me that I'm in love with him! This is hard to believe.

But there's no other answer to this!

I calmed my heart. Let's not go further. I'll think of an excuse to end this matter. These feelings have gotten so firm that my body didn't rejected the touch of a man. When Theo came to talk to me next morning he was extremely anxious.

I knew that last night was not his fault. It has nothing to do with alcohol. Someone might have tried to drug him. Good thing that he retuned home safely.

I told him that what happened last night was nothing to be worried about. He was not in his senses. Since he's single now we can be sėx buddies if he agrees. That way I can be closer to him. Asking for his love is way beyond my reach. We are ȧduŀts. Having a physical relationship isn't a big deal. I knew he won't return my feelings so what's the point of making it complicated.

But Theo said something unexpected. He was already in love with me ever since we retuned from the honeymoon trip. I can't believe my own ears.

How can this happen?

But will this happiness last forever?

~ to be continued