Chapter 44 - Love Drug (2/2)

” Of course, we can do— wait what?!” I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't hear the whole thing properly. Which made me jump in shock afterwards.

” Look I know you and Regina broke up, but I still don't know if you are dating someone else at the moment. If that not, we can have sėx once in while.... but of course we won't have to be in a relationship... you know kinda like friends with sėxuȧŀ benefits type? Only if you are okay with it.” My ear drums were senseless perhaps I can't really understand what she was trying to say.

” Wait,Wait,wait I can not process everything that you are saying. First tell me, last night I forced you to have sėx with me right?”

” Yes.”

” And now you want me to become your sėx buddy?”

” Sort of.... yeah”

” But didn't I.... like took advantage of you?”

” Well I liked it so, I guess we can say, it wasn't forced or maybe I'm just mȧsȯċhɨst. ”

Wow! Seriously? Is this the after effect of watching ' Fifty Shades Of Grey' ?

( A/N: it's popular romance book based on Bdsm theme. I ȧssume most of you know about it.)

” But- but.... look at the blood! It was your first time! How can you be so calm and cool with it?!”

” It was my first time but that's not my blood.”

” Huh?”

” Your scraped your arm last night. That blood fell from there. I have put bandaids on it.” I stretched out both of my arms and I noticed that my left arm had two bandaid on it. I was so depressed after waking up that I didn't looked at my body.

” I don't understand. Everything seems so bizarre and-”

” Weird?”

” Yeah! I don't know how to react on this matter, I mean I'm happy that you're not upset with me or got hurt because of me. Oh god! Jesus Christ! What a ride of emotional roller coaster I just had! ” One thing I came to understand that Stella was not hurt or upset about what happened yesterday. Apart from that I still have so many things to sort out with her. It's now or never.

” When you suddenly acted that way, pushing on bed and all, I was scared at first. But as everything went I started to like it even I don't know why. Perhaps I never had sėx or maybe I didn't back off knowing that it was you. ”

” What ever you say, truth is I was drunk and I tried to force myself on you.”

” No. I think you were not drunk. You were drugged.”

” What? How can you tell?”

” Drunk people easily gets tired or falls asleep. But your body was hot and when you were.... umm... doing it with me it felt like you had taken aphrodisiac type drug to... umm.. boost your performance? Uhh...It's kinda awkward to explain it” She was trying to hold onto her laughing as she was explaining it. On the other hand I was burn into ashes with embarrassment.

~ to be continued