-7 Chapter Eleven (1/2)
+++ Yna +++
”How dare he tell me who I should spend time with?”
”I'm sorry to say this but he has a point,” Amor whispered.
Really Amor, when I need you to choose between me and my uncle, you choose him? So much for always being there for the princess.
”Amor I know you are upset about your family and need someone to blame but shouldn't you blame his father not him. I know this must be hard for you but please give him a chance.”
”I'll try, your highness .”
”So what will you teach me first?”
”Well I was thinking since your emotions can control nature, we should focus on controlling your emotions.”
”Good idea.”
”Now this is something personal so you won't need much help from me. I want you to try and suppress your emotions. For example, instead of losing your temper or being upset; you smile, relax, keep calm and stay happy. Controlling your emotions will not only help with being a natural but with being a royal. That means for the a whole week you have to stay happy, you are to suppress every other emotions.”
”You're kidding, right?”
”No I am not, and if you are successful you would do it for another week but this time people will be provoking your anger or trying to make you sad.”
”And if I am not successful?”
”You will keep doing that until you are.”
”So what you are saying is the longer it takes me to complete this task successfully the longer I will stay emotionless.”
”Yeah, but you are not completely emotionless, you are happy. It will be sunny all week with little chance of rain so you are not to change that and if does rain and it isn't your fault, you are expected to make yourself so happy the rain stops and it's sunny again.”
That's is impossible.
”In that situation, I would advise you to spend time with someone who makes you really happy.”
Nyx and grandma.
”Can I start tomorrow? I need time to prepare to be emotionless.”
”Of course-”
”Just call me Yna. I need to go speak to Luisa, I think she's upset.”
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”Lui are you alright?”
”Can't you knock and didn't I tell you to stop calling me 'loo wee'?”
”Sorry, Luisa are you ok?”
”Just get out,” she squealed with distress.
”Luisa why are you upset, did your mum say anything else?”
”Can't you just leave me alone? It will make my life so much better,” Luisa screamed which should have been my cue to leave. However, I wasn't going to leave her feeling like this.
”What do you mean?” I asked and placed my arm around her.
”It's all your fault. Everything, ” she said as she pushed my arm away.
”How is-”
”Because of you, we can't live the way we want, can't be with the people we want, can't meet new people or go out and explore. Ara died because of you and your messed up life, my mum hates me because of your messed up life, my dad doesn't care about anything but you being safe and my life would have been so much better without you in it. I would have a wonderful life with friends and family and my sister would be alive. I would have a phone, à boyfriend. ”