Chapter 60 - Is it okay for me to fall in love with you? (2/2)

His sweat fell at her words, ”Lyn, is it just me or your acting way too cautiously?”

”I can't help it,” Lyn paused as she stared at him, ”Kazuya, you kiss very well.”

Kazuya looked at her with a dumbfounded look, ”Believe it or not, that was just me going with the flow. Just like you, I am a complete newbie at these things, and well,” he trailed off, ”With things like this, I don't want to rush, you know? I meant what I said to you that day.”

That day, is he referring to the first day they went out?

”Are you serious about me?” she finally summoned up the courage to ask, and in that second she saw it. Kazuya getting embarrassed. Lyn felt her composure disappear as her face reddened at his words.

”H—hey if we're both embarrassed then we can't talk.”

”You turned red first,” Lyn complained.

Oh gosh, what is with this situation? Lyn felt very embarrassed, she wanted to hide, but it was impossible in this situation. Kazuya's arms encircled tighter around her, and Lyn knew that he had no intention to let her go. Kazuya feels warm, a different sort of warmth than usual.

”Is it okay for me to take this seriously, Lyn?”

Why is he asking that again? Lyn recalled Allen's words at the recent banquet, and pain appeared in her heart. Though they spoke, it felt like they weren't talking to each other at all. The wall between them seemed to have increased a lot, and judging from his behavior - nothing would change. Otherwise, he would have done so already. If Allen really liked her, then he would have made a move. Lyn was very tired; she didn't want to keep pursuing somebody who wouldn't even look at her in that manner. How many years have passed since she first met Allen? So many years have gone by, so many years wasted pursuing and doing everything for a man who would not look at her that way.

Lyn didn't want to waste any more time. She was in no rush to be in love and be in a proper relationship, at least that's what she thought so initially. But after speaking and meeting with Ralph in the last party, Lyn realized how precious time was. Though she still loved Allen, her feelings for Kazuya were growing too. It's not exactly love just yet, but they certainly cannot continue being friends.

It's risky. But instead of pursuing a one-sided love with a man who won't even look her way. No, Lyn shook her head, that's not the only reason. Him not looking her way is one thing. But Allen has never once opened up her heart to her. Then there is Kazuya, he is still figuring things out, but he has opened up his heart to her and treated her with such kindness. He has done so much for her.

Lyn knew that her silence must have worried him since his grip tightened and Lyn looked up at him. Even now, he is holding her like she is somebody precious, ”Kazuya, is it okay for me to fall in love with you?”