Chapter 60 - Is it okay for me to fall in love with you? (1/2)

If she were to be perfectly honest, Lyn lacked confidence in herself, while she knew better than to compare herself to her siblings. It is difficult to do so when even the limited people who knew of her existence compared herself. Her whole life, it felt like she was walking on a single thin rope that would snap at any moment.

Lyn didn't know when but at some point she had turned around and buried her face in Kazuya's arms. It was only when she felt his hands gently caress her hair did Lyn realize.

”Sorry,” Lyn muttered when she pulled away.

She always seems to show Kazuya her weak side.

Like usual, however, Kazuya does not waste time on words like it will be okay and stuff, instead he simply ruffled her hair, ”Shall we lay down?”

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Have you heard the saying actions speak louder than words? Lyn always thought that was another fantasy like speech, but after she met Kazuya Lyn learned that saying wasn't just for show. It's the truth. Sometimes actions convey more than words, though it would depend on the situation. There are cases where it is better to use words than actions; sometimes, you cannot find the right action to convey what your thinking. Even with words, there are different ways to express it.

Lyn did not think that the person that would prove these words to her is the man that is supposedly her enemy. Kazuya has been busy doing ambassador work this whole time, so Lyn knew he has had no time to meet up with his little group and plan things. But that did not make it any easier for her; she felt very conflicted whenever she thought of him.

Brother Andrew has not summoned her since that time, so Lyn was anxious. What is brother planning? He even accepted their relationship so quickly. Initially, when she started to date Kazuya, Lyn didn't think the relationship would last a long time. She thought he would end it once Prince John had enough, but it turned out even though Prince John stopped following her around - Kazuya has no intention of ending the relationship with her.

Come to think of it, didn't he say something about taking it seriously and making her change her mind? If she looks at it that way, Lyn wondered if Kazuya had feelings for her, is it okay for her to think that way?

”You know I was going to suggest for you to sleep on my arm and use it as a pillow, but you did it instinctively,” Kazuya said.

”Is that bad?”

Kazuya lips curved to a smile, ”Why would it? I have a cute girl on my arm.”

”So you do this all the time?”