Chapter 70 (1/2)
Chapter zero seven zero - The desired answer
”You don't want to know why I killed Huo Ruyan?”
Seeing that the little guy's expression keep changing but didn't say anything, Yin Suye increased his betting chips. Actually he could see that although the little guy didn't express any objections towards him killing Huo Ruyan, he was very clear that this incident must have left a deep trace in the little guy's heart. If this matter is not explained clearly, a gap might appear between the two of them. The little guy don't know how to conceal his emotions at all, letting people guess it with just a glance. This is also one of the reasons why he chose to confess right now.
”…”
Shui Ruoshan will never admit that this sentence from Yin Suye hits right on the spot! He indeed really wanted to know the reason! On the other hand, comparing to knowing the truth, Shui Ruoshan cared more about his own life! After all, no one knows if dying in this world means dying for real!
”Because Huo Ruyan will betray you in the future?”
Not wanting to bow down to Yin Suye that early, Shui Ruoshan decided to use his talents to guess the reason. Although he expressed his views regarding Yin Suye's murder of Huo Ruyan, he actually felt very complicated in his heart. In one hand, he was very happy that Yin Suye trusted him so much that he(YSY) cut off all relationship with Huo Ruyan just from one 'She will betray you' from him(SRS). But on the other hand, he felt that Yin Suye was too heartless towards Huo Ruyan, to kill her off just like this without any hesitation.
One need to know, he as the author knew how Huo Ruyan going to betray Yin Suye at the end, but Yin Suye didn't know that. Plus Huo Ruyan treated him quite well when they were young, though she started to compare their abilities after they grew up. However up until now, Huo Ruyan didn't really do anything that will harm Yin Suye. So for Yin Suye to abandon all his memories with Huo Ruyan in the past and even became a killer all because of his(SRS) words, this showed Yin Suye scarily heartless and ruthless towards feelings!
Right now, Yin Suye could take action against Huo Ruyan for the things in the future that have yet to happen, then is it possible that Yin Suye would do the same to him(SRS) because of other matters in the future? Moreover, the things that he hid from Yin Suye were too much to count! It's absolutely a dead end road if he really said it alright?! He has to worry about his death!
”She hasn't done anything to betray me yet!”
This is also why Yin Suye didn't immediately take action the moment he encountered Huo Ruyan. In his past life, she did gave him the betrayal of his life, it was impossible for him to not remember this grudge. So in his life, he simply took his revenge in advance! Moreover, she was the one looking for death afterwards; to hold a killing intent towards the little guy. For this, he has no reason to continue keeping such a dangerous person alive, in order to prevent her from hurting the little guy one day in the future. However, Yin Suye will not disclose this reason. A pure and clean person like the little guy doesn't need to know these dirty sins.
”Then why did you killed her?”
Shui Ruoshan felt like he couldn't catch up to Yin Suye's strange direction of thoughts. Since Yin Suye himself knew that the Huo Ruyan right didn't do any betrayals, with their past feelings together he shouldn't move to destroy her ah!
What actually happened in the middle that he didn't notice?
”She will betray me.”
He is not some God who won't repay a grudge, it is just a matter of time. At most, he only pushed the matter with Huo Ruyan a bit earlier, nothing so strange about it.
”…”
Yin Suye, you didn't eat your medicine properly? What you said just now is contradicting your previous words ah! Please go back and eat your medicine before coming back, alright? He felt like they can't play happily together anymore! Life is so lonely as snow ah!
”I believed you (that's why)!”
Looking at the little guy's speechless face, Yin Suye knew that he(SRS) probably doesn't understand what he said right now. In the end, he(YSY) didn't explain anything. Instead, he gave him(SRS) this oath-like sentence as his answer. Moreover, even if he doesn't has the memories from his past life, just by all the things Shui Ruoshan did for him, he believed that he will definitely stay away from Huo Ruyan just the same, though he might not do something like killing her. Because Huo Rutan doesn't' deserve his trust!
”Why you believe me?”
Though Yin Suye's words doesn't match his previous words, this doesn't prevent him(SRS) from understanding it. Right now, Yin Suye is trying to tell him that he(YSY) did such a thing to Huo Ruyan because he(YSY) believed in him. Though killing people felt a bit extreme in Shui Ruoshan's opinion, but the moment he knew that Yin Suye hated Huo Ruyan because of his words, Shui Ruoshan inexplicably felt better. Instantly, Shui Ruoshan felt his 3 views crumbling! Because of this one sentence from Yin Suye, he forgot about his(YSY) cruelty of Huo Ruyan's death. He(SRS) seems to be 'unable to be cured'1Meaning no antidote can cure his bias towards YSY?
”You are trustworthy.” Yin Suye seriously told Shui Ruoshan.